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dont give life all you got its not like were coming out of it alive anyway
ok so there is this gut at my school that thinks i dont like him but i really do and he is driving me unts cause i do like him or at least i think i do buit im not entrerly sure if i like him ok well i know i like him i cant get him out of my mind and im about ready to kill his other personality cause he is driving me batty !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hey look a flying pizza


whats new
whhyy do you seee me as someone you can throw away !!!!
im me and i cant stand for this
im i and im never gonna change for you
i dont care if you cant see that im just a differnt kinda girl
im someone you can never have im someone you will always need

im not perfect i know i cant be
what i dont understand is why you like me
im not perfect ill never be
im not the type of girl you wanna see
waht i dont understand is what am i to youu

you dont understand you cant recogniz
im not like that girl the one you see
its all inside me locked away
deep inside i need you deep inside i want you
in truth ill only hurt you what is wrong with me????

why do i fall in love with guys like you
when love just cant be true
whats in heart why cant i see
its always you andnever me


im not perfect i know i cant be
what i dont understand is why you like me
im not perfect ill never be
im not the type of girl you wanna see
what i dont understand is what am i to youu


im sorry im just diffrent il never tell you
tell you i love you


i miss you...
as days pass i relize
the snow is getting thicker
my tears are coming faster
my family is falling away from me

my world has fallen apart
hope is somthing to long gone
why dont you see
perfection is not perfect
love is just lie
hope is for the hopeless
and dreams are for kids

when i grew up i wanted to be a princess
than i found out that could never happen
my heart was broken
when i found a guy i wanted so bad
tha i found out i wasnt his type
my heart was broken again

emptyness calls me and
hopelessness finds me
a full moon that
never shines
a star falls down
a tear is found
i miss you i miss you


my world has fallen apart
hope is somthing to long gone
why dont you see
perfection is not perfect
love is just lie
hope is for the hopeless
and dreams are for kids

i miss you i miss you
i wanted you so bad
i loved you
i hate you
dont you understand

love is just a lie!!!!!!


what is truth?.. a. death
lalaland is the place to be
life in perfect harmony
well here is news to you


in truth im standing in snow
bloody rose in my hand
frozen memories drop like blood
bloody roses in my hand
a beautiful suicide

a heart shaped razor dragged across in a line
a pink and blue pill taken in large amounts
a poisen drank to the last drop
a rose thorn stabbed in my wrist
my romantic suicide

a rope around my neck
a fall floting weightless
a stop i cant brathe
a death i passed silently
a hopeless suicide

holding the rose in my hand
dragging the heart across
taking the pills with poisen
the rope aroundmy neck
---------------------------------
that was my last cut


napier loves agian is love fake????
thats what he said
to me only tonight
but what is this felling
i see his eyes
feels him closer
than we have ever been
angles or demons
stars or strips
what is all this
my single demise?


a hope lost in love
a love lost in hell
a boi drenched in blood
a girl drenched in tears
~~~~~~~~~~~~**~
what differnce do i make
who can i help
why am i so confussed
when will i see a truth
***************~~*
what is going on tonight
in this endless nightmare
you say that youll always
always be there
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
if you say youll always
be there why cant i find
you now tonight you can
see the last youll ever see
of the real me
and im in disguse agianst your gods
and afraid of you and what you can do


mcr lyrics
The amount of pills I'm taking, counteracts the booze I'm drinking
and this vanity I'm breaking, lets me live my life like this
and well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say
Oh baby let me in
Oh baby let me in
Well I'll choose the life I've taken, never mind the friends I'm making
and the beauty that I'm faking lets me live my life like this
And well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say
Oh baby let me in
Oh baby let me in

And you can cry all you want to, I don't care how much
You'll invest yourself in me, we're not working out (we're not working out)
We're not working out (we're not working out)
And you can't touch my brother and you can't keep my friends
and we're not working out, we're not working out
This time I mean it, never mind the times I've seen it

Well I hope I'm not mistaken by the news I heard from waking
and it's hard to say I'm shaken, by the choices that I make
and well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say
Oh baby let me in
Oh baby let me in
Well I'll choose this life I've taken, never mind the friends I'm making
And I get a little shaken, because I live my life like this
And well I find it hard to stay, with the words you say
Oh baby let me in
Oh baby let me in

And you can cry all you want to, I don't care how much
You'll invest yourself in me, we're not working out,
We're not working out
And you can't keep my brother, and you won't ******** my friends
and we're not working out, we're not working out
This time I mean it, never mind the times I've seen it

Never again, never, never again

(and you can cry all you want to, I don't care how much you'll invest yourself in me)
ne.. never... never... never again
(and you can cry all you want to, I don't care how much you'll invest yourself)
ne.. never... never... oh baby let me.. oh baby... oh baby
Oh baby let me in
Oh baby let me in
I'm knocking let me in
Oh baby let me in
Oh baby let me in
I'm knocking let me in
Oh baby let me in
Oh baby let me in
[Helena"

Long ago
Just like the hearse you die to get in again
We are so far from you

Burning on just like a match you strike to incinerate
The lives of everyone you know
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Came a time
When every star fall brought you to tears again
We are the very hurt you sold
And what's the worst you take (worst you take)
from every heart you break (heart you break)
And like the blade you stain (blade you stain)
Well I've been holding on tonight

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight

Can you hear me?
Are you near me?
Can we pretend to leave and then
We'll meet again
When both our cars collide?

[Chorus]
What's the worst that I can say?
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight
And if you carry on this way
Things are better if I stay
So long and goodnight
So long and goodnight


"I'm Not Okay (I Promise)"

Well if you wanted honesty, that's all you had to say.
I never want to let you down or have you go, it's better off this way.
For all the dirty looks, the photographs your boyfriend took,
Remember when you broke your foot from jumping out the second floor?

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

What will it take to show you that it's not the life it seems?
(I'm not okay)
I told you time and time again you sing the words but don't know what it means
(I'm not okay)
To be a joke and look, another line without a hook
I held you close as we both shook for the last time take a good hard look!

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
You wear me out

Forget about the dirty looks
The photographs your boyfriend took
You said you read me like a book, but the pages all are torn and frayed

I'm okay
I'm okay!
I'm okay, now
(I'm okay, now)

But you really need to listen to me
Because I'm telling you the truth
I mean this, I'm okay!
(Trust Me)

I'm not okay
I'm not okay
Well, I'm not okay
I'm not ********
I'm not okay
I'm not okay
(Okay)

"The Ghost Of You"

I never said I'd lie and wait forever
If I died, we'd be together
I can't always just forget her
But she could try

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever ever...
Ever...

Get the feeling that you're never
All alone and I remember now
At the top of my lungs in my arms she dies
She dies

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? should I?
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna catch me

If I fall
If I fall (down)

At the end of the world
Or the last thing I see
You are
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
Never coming home
And all the things that you never ever told me
And all the smiles that are ever gonna haunt me
Never coming home
Never coming home
Could I? Should I?
And all the wounds that are ever gonna scar me
For all the ghosts that are never gonna...
"Vampires Will Never Hurt You"

And if they get me and the sun goes down into the ground
And if they get me take this spike to my heart and
And if they get me and the sun goes down
And if they get me take this spike and
You put the spike in my heart

And if the sun comes up will it tear the skin right off our bones
And then as razor sharp white teeth rip out our necks I saw you there
Someone get me to the doctor, someone get me to a church
Where they can pump this venom gaping hole
And you must keep your soul like a secret in your throat
And if they come and get me
What if you put the spike in my heart

And if they get me and the sun goes down
And if they get me take this spike and

(Come on!)

[Chorus]
Can you take this spike?
Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless
Night time sky
Can you take this spike?
Will it wash away this jet black feeling?

And now the nightclub sets the stage for this they come in pairs she said
We'll shoot back holy water like cheap whiskey they're always there
Someone get me to the doctor, and someone call the nurse
And someone buy me roses, and someone burn the church
We're hanging out with corpses, and driving in this hearse
And someone save my soul tonight, please save my soul

[Chorus]
Can you take this spike?
Will it fill our hearts with thoughts of endless
Night time sky
Can you take this spike?
Will it wash away this jet black now?

(Come on!)

And as these days watch over time, and as these days watch over time
And as these days watch over us tonight
[x2]

I'll never let them, I'll never let them
I'll never let them hurt you not tonight
I'll never let them, I can't forget them
I'll never let them hurt you, I promise

Struck down, before our prime
Before, you got off the floor
Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?

Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?
(And these thoughts of endless night
bring us back into the light
and this venom from my heart)

Can you stake my heart? Can you stake my heart?
(And these thoughts of endless night
bring us back into the light
kill this venom from my heart)

Can you stake me before the sun goes down?

(And as always, innocent like roller coasters.
Fatality is like ghosts in snow and you have no idea what you're up against
because I've seen what they look like.
Becoming perfect as if they were sterling silver chainsaws going cascading...)
['You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison"

In the middle of a gun fight...
In the center of a restaurant...
They say, "Come with your arms raised high!"
Well, they're never gonna get me,
Like a bullet through a flock of doves...
To wage this war against your faith in me,
Your life...will never be the same.
On your mother's eyes, say a prayer...say a prayer!

[Chorus]
Now, but I can't
And I don't know
How we're just two men as God had made us,
Well, I can't...well, I can!
Too much, too late, or just not enough of this
Pain in my heart for your dying wish,
I'll kiss your lips again.

They all cheat at cards and the checkers are lost,
My cellmate's a killer, they made me do push-ups (in drag)
But nobody cares if you're losing yourself...am I losing myself?!
Well, I miss my mom,
Will they give me the chair,
Or lethal injection, or swing from a rope if you dare;
Ah, nobody knows...all the trouble I've seen!

[Chorus]

To your room...
What they ask of you
Will make you want to say, "So long..."
Well, I don't remember,
Why remember...YOU?!

Do you have the keys to the hotel?!
'Cause I'm gonna string this ******** on fire! (FIRE!!)

Life is but a dream for the dead,
And well I, I won't go down by myself,
But I'll go down with my friends.
Now now now now... (I can't explain)
Now now now... (I can't complain)
Now now, yeah!


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the truth about us

day by day
heart by heart
death bu death
this is how we live
the circle of life
we live
we love
we die
day by day
this is life
haert by heart
this is love
death by death
need i explain


this is how we live


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