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Just random things, basicly a diary type thing.
Cranes
http://forums.cosplay.com/showthread.php?t=87841

gotta remember that link....


Land of Unnecessary Hospitalization
Japan: Land of Unnecessary Hospitalization.

Stub your toe?
Go to the hospital.

Get a papercut?
Go to the hospital.

Have bedhead?
Go to the hospital.

Blood coming out of your v****a?
Go to the hospital.

You are a guy and you have blood coming out of your v****a?
.....
Definately go to the hospital!


...
Well, hmm... What can I say?

:~:

Lately I have been exteamly bored, which is due to the fact that my brother has'nt hung out with any of his freinds for the past week. And since im a complete loser I barely have any of my own freinds. You could say in little words that my best friend "dumped" me, so I dont speak to her anymore. And the other "friends" I have, either we have so little chemistry that we cant carry on a conversation beyond the simple words of "I'm bored", or for some reason I get the strong feeling that I should'nt call them... Dont ask me why, it is a mystery as much to you as it is to me. And the guy I liked, well, he did like me, but since we spent about 2-3 weeks apart, I sorta lost interest against my own will. And before this time apart I made the mistake of actually telling him my feelings, hinting that I wanted a relationship, great going... so then I lose interest and disappoint myself by knowing I could have had something there, and I just threw it away. Eh... *sigh* ******** it. I probably ruined the friendship too...

So basicly at the current time, the strongest friend I have is is my brothers best friend---Isnt that the sadest thing you have ever heard? I find myself seeing my brother as a tool sometimes, which I hate to think about because I get a bit aggravated when he gets along with one of my "friends", but I live with it and act cool about it, unless they like eachother and want to date, thats a whole'nother story. I'm sorry, but then I get down right pissed off, like homicidal pissed off. Anyway... My obsession with jrock music, you could say, fills in for all my other "friends". Which getting along nicely.


Too be continued...


{-[Canceled the Continuation]-}


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Cover whats been goin-on
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Well, since I havent put anything on here in a while,
I decided it need a little substance, something of my writing that covers
whats been goin-on, as stated above.
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My nineth grade experiance has ended as of June 15, officially making me a sophmore
at Lake Orion High School. It was the worst year of my life, but I think it
was nessasary, lot'sa drama... You know, making friends, losing friends,
relationships, rape, sex, drugs, changing yourself, grades, skipping class...
Me, or one of my friends suffered these things...
All that fun stuff... and hell I still got 3 years left!
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Anyway, now I can cross a few things off my list---
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1. Pass ninth grade
2. First kiss (regretably so)
3. Make new friends (on-going)
4. Kill a man
5. Be more social (believe it or not)
6. Learn to fly
7. Drink someone under the table
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I think im going to stop my list there...
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Anyway, I am most proud of myself this year for getting over a guy that I
shouldnt have liked in the first place. No matter how stupid that sounds.
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And now for more resent news...
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Well I like a guy, matter'o'fact, and honestly I dont care who knows, I dont feel like
keeping childhood secrets anymore. Eh, but I dont know if he likes me or not, if I
think about it, If I think yes, it's probably just wishful thinking...
sadly
but hey, at least I dont dwell!
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And my brother is having his graduation party on the 24th so, thats news, my mother
is being a neat freak now that people are coming over, she just loves to make our
family look good, I hate that, I bet we're going to have the house the cleanest its
ever been and shes going to say "excuse the mess" ********, like we're that damn
special... EH! clean clean clean, like we're inviting people to judge the house.
Come On! Clean so I look more important! Clean so we look more sofisticated
like the rich people I work for! My mother wants her image to be so damn
perfect to the rest of the world... sickens me.
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ha.

Watching the blood drip from my heart.
I cry for you. You hate me now.
Sometimes I wonder; what happend.
And then I rememeber -- I stabbed you.


ah, if only.


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a conversation I was having with myself...ish
(6:18:28 PM): your mom will be right back...
(6:18:40 PM): thats right, I said it
(6:19:41 PM): ohno
(6:20:16 PM): I had alot of ice dream today...
(6:20:25 PM): sorry ice-cream
(6:20:44 PM): but it should be ice dream...
(6:20:59 PM): I'll write a letter.
(6:21:11 PM): I will change history
(6:21:53 PM): they will nick-name ice cream, dreamers pudding
(6:22:53 PM): I will be ledgendary
(6:23:03 PM): legendary*
(6:23:20 PM): legend-dairy
(6:23:30 PM): thats right
(6:25:03 PM): I hope your amused
(6:25:23 PM): I bet your laughing at me right now.
(6:25:27 PM): or now
(6:25:30 PM): or now
(6:25:34 PM): or now
(6:25:43 PM): I could do this forever
(6:25:54 PM): I like talking to myself...
(6:25:55 PM): [~Insert Name~] is no longer signed on.
(6:33:22 PM): I bet your not there
(6:33:23 PM): [~Insert Name~] is no longer signed on.
(6:33:34 PM): psh, dont gimme dat
(6:33:34 PM): [~Insert Name~] is no longer signed on.
(6:33:45 PM): fine
(6:33:45 PM): [~Insert Name~] is no longer signed on.
(6:34:00 PM): i dont like you anymore anyway
(6:34:01 PM): [~Insert Name~] is no longer signed on.
(6:34:08 PM): psh...
(6:34:09 PM): [~Insert Name~] is no longer signed on.


Because im totally awesome~
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