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Well lets get started. For beginners I quit my job today. Tired of it and the guy I was working for is a complete a*****e! It just really ticts me off though because I was making good money for my age and it wasnt a half decent job. It got me thinking about all the new things I could do and how much fun I could have. I was thinking of moving out and getting a new motorcycle! I could of had all off this at the soon age of 18. Now all I got is a large migrane, friends comfort, and an ex-girlfriend that Im stilll deeply in love with but is afraid to go out wiht me cuz she says that she is scared. THe reason she is scared is because Im the only person she can see herself with in the next five years. I know im only seventeen and almost eighteen (shes nineteen) but I cant help but feeling this way. I dont care when people say that im too young to understand what true love is. To me, at my age with my experiences I feel and believe that I do truly love the woman and she says the same about me. Anyway Im kinda getting tired of typing on this bright screen right now so ttyl.