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I am shocked beyond words... NEPi drew Anjay for me. And my god... if he isn't sexy I don't know what is. However... I can't show you all what exactly she drew. Unless I send it to you all over AIM or links in PMs. Or rather... to those that actually are still talking to me.

And once again, I am sorry. Sorry that a month and 2 weeks? I lost count now... probably three weeks by now... that NEPi did Anjay for me, and a certain someone still isn't talking to me.

God knows I don't hold a grudge this long. I even told 'her' that NEPi said she'd draw Anjay. She did, and now I can't share my excitement. This makes me sad because I love NEPi to death for this. And I can't share how happy she made me.

It's a pity that a certain someone is still pissed at me... but I am excited! Why? Because my all time favorite Naga artist drew Anjay. Granted it's not the picture she said she'd do, but I'll give her time. I'm blushing over it... it's that good. Anjay is in chibi form and who knew that he'd look that cute and well done. So needless to say, I love NEPi right now. I bet she'll do really good with him in full form too when that time comes.

I have other ideas for Anjay and Killian but I'll let NEPi do hers first. I know it will be good and very well done. No rushing these things. And I didn't even ask her to do it. She loved Anjay so much she said she'd do one of him and Killian eventually. She has a lot of stuff to do. But chibi is good too.

I am sick of it. Is there a way to get a person banned permanently from there? If there is, I sure as hell want to know how. It is taking away a friend, or a supposed friend. I don't care if she's trying to get to level 100. She is not even talking to me anymore and it hurts.

I lost too many friends this year on Gaia. I lost Ani, Tia, Carrie... who knows who else. I lost Raven Tsumota too. But if anyone that reads this plays ROSE, this is only directed to one person in particular not all of you. So to this may concern: Remember your friends! And at least call to let them know you are alive. And please, stop ignoring me.

~ Buka

I hate having gauze padding on my shoulder. Why you ask? It's very awkward. Needless to say I am in a bit of pain, but if you all don't believe me it's fine. I'm not asking for pity, but all I know is I am not taking a picture to prove what happened.

Now what did happen you may ask? I had to have a boil drained yesterday afternoon. My first actual surgical procedure. Woo hoo I guess. So now I can say that I have had surgery, it wasn't anything like putting me under or cutting me all the way open. They just numbed the chicken egg sized boil the best they could and removed all the stuff inside it. It hurt, and the incision still does. They have to leave it open so it can drain properly. But they stuffed a wick inside so it can heal from the inside out.

That's why I'm in pain and may seem a bit snappy in RPs, then again I don't RP with anyone that much anymore. But just thought I'd let you know.

In honor of shark week and supporting the shark species I am changing my avatar appearance for the entire week, plus I am changing my Prideshipping signature to one that showcases my seven favorite shark species. The species are as follows:

Today - Great Hammerhead Shark
Monday - Great White Shark
Tuesday - Epaulette Shark
Wednesday - Blue Shark
Thursday - Mako Shark
Friday - Scalloped Hammerhead Shark
Saturday - Tiger Shark

I am doing this to show that I am a shark lover and shark supporter. I hope to raise everyone's awareness of this much hated and misunderstood animal.

gonk I can't win sometimes... I know all shippings are fanbased and whatnot. It just irks me that I can't even set up my favorite pairing anymore...

*Crawls into her dark corner*

And I'm in my dark song mood... I'm listening to Dave Matthews and Linkin Park at the moment.

This is my Tandryl dragon baby. Isn't she cute? Anywho... yeah.

Now for my quest: I am failing miserably in two seperate quests.

Staff of the Angels: I end up being a baka and I keep selling any staff I get, and then I get broke and I can't buy another one for another 14k or whatever. I just can't believe they shot up to 15k so quickly...

Angelic Pendant: Again the splurging problem... If I ever get the gold, I am not going to spend it on silly things. However currently, I have a long ways to go to get it. It's going for 35k I believe. So.. I have about 34k more to go. sweatdrop

I'll probably plan to write in this journal as often as I can. Like putting in a few one shots, a few thoughts and stuff like that. But until I get inspiration, I'll leave this open for now.