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The Official Journal Of The Rebel Of Idiot Suburbia (wow, that's a mouthful...)
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Last night... I realized that I was in love with the guy I had my first kiss with. Well, our first kiss was a dare, but still. I never really though I'd fall in love with him, but I guess you can never tell who you're gonna fall in love with.


Dream Avvies
Items I still need for my current Dream Avvies:

Rough Canvas Jacket ------------ 1100
Black Class Shirt ----------------- 3575
Wizard's Wand ------------------- 8500
Gold Mountain Uniform Pants --- 2500 Tickets
Guitar of Demona ---------------- 51k


Another Poem...
Here's another poem I wrote. Let me know what you think of it.


"So No One Could See Her Crying"

Many things happened
To this one teenage girl
As raindrops fell from the sky.

She got in a fight
With her mom and dad.
She went outside in the rain
So no one could see her crying.

She ran away from home,
Ran to a friend's house.
She went outside in the rain
So no one could see her crying.

Her boyfriend broke her heart.
He said to her, "It's over."
She went ouside in the rain
So no one could see her crying.

She felt like she was worthless,
Like she had no purpose.
She went outside in the rain
So no one could see her crying.

She said, "No more crying,"
And took a knife to her chest.
She went to heaven that night,
Just so she'd stop crying.


Poems...
A few days ago, I stayed up all night writing poetry. Here's some poems I wrote down that night...



"Sometimes, I Wonder"

Sometimes, I wonder...
Does he like me?

Sometimes, I wonder...
Does he care about me?

Sometimes, I wonder...
Does he think about me?

Sometimes, I wonder...
Does he love me?

Sometimes, I wonder...
Does he dream about me?

Sometimes, I wonder...
Will we ever be together?

Sometimes, I wonder
About him...





((Currently Untitled))

I think about him all the time.
He's the only thing ever on my mind.
But does he think about me?
Will we ever be?

There are days when I feel all alone.
He makes me realize that I'm known.
But does he really care?
Should I be scared?

Please, help me see,
If we will ever be.
Because I want to know,
I need to know.
Let me know.


When I Come Around - Green Day
I heard you crying loud
All the way across town
'Cuz you've been searchin' for that someone
And it's me out on the drowl
As you sit around feelin' sorry for yourself...

Well don't get lonely now
And dry your whining eyes
I'm just roamin' for the moment
Sleazin' my backyard so don't get
So uptight, you been thinkin' about ditchin' me...

No time to search the world around
'Cuz you know where I'll be found
When I come around...

I heard it all before
So don't knock down my door
I'm a loser and a user
So I don't need no accuser
To try and slag me down because I know you're right...

So go do what you like
Make sure you do it wise
You may find out that your self-doubt
Means nothin' was ever there
You can't go forcin' something if it's just not right...

No time to search the world around
'Cuz you know where I'll be found
When I come around...

No time to search the world around
'Cuz you know where I'll be found
When I come around...

When I come around...
When I come around...
When I come around


Dream Avvies
These are the items I still need for my next outfits:

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Black Class Shirt - 3575
Gold Mountain Uniform Pants - 2500 Tickets
Guitar Of Demona - 41k

User Image
Black Class Shirt - 3575
Rough Canvas Jacket - 1100
Gold Mountain Uniform Pants - 2500 Tickets
Wizard's Wand - 8500

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Black Class Shirt - 3575
Satin Red Pajama Pants - 1000
Guitar Of Demona - 41k


Green Day Obsessions...
Some of you may already know, but I have what I like to call OCGDD. (Obsessive Compulsive Green Day Disorder xd ) But I have gone through obsessions with all three Green Day members. First was Billie Joe Armstrong. Second was Tre' Cool. And Lastly, Mike Dirnt. Billie Joe because he's HOT. Tre' because... Well... He's just... Awesome in general, lol. And Mike, because he's a very sweet person. mrgreen

If you're wondering... Yes, this is a random and not to mention pointless journal entry, lol...


Waiting - Green Day
I've been waiting a long time
For this moment to come
I'm destined
For anything at all

Downtown lights will be shining
On me like a new diamond
Ring out
Under the midnight hour

Well no one can touch me now
And I can't turn my back
It's too late
Ready or not at all

Well I'm so much closer than
I have ever known
Wake up

Dawning of a new era
Calling don't let it catch you
Falling
Ready or not at all

So close, enough to taste it
Almost, I can embrace this
Feeling
On the tip of my tongue

Well I'm so much closer than
I have ever known
Wake up
Better thank your lucky stars

I've been waiting a lifetime
For this moment to come
I'm destined
For anything at all

Dumbstruck, color me stupid
Good luck, you're gonna need it
Where I'm
Going if I get there at all

Wake up
Better thank your lucky stars


Dream Avvie
I've currently made some changes to my dream avvie. So here's what I'm going for now:

User Image - Blocked by "Display Image" Settings. Click to show.

Black Terra-Twist Hairdo
Black Class Shirt
Charred Tundra Boots
Gold Mountain Uniform Pants
Red Tie
heart Guitar Of Demona heart


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