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A Year
I never seemed to notice
It seemed so great at first
Everything was perfect, always quenching my thirst
I was happy, flying free
When i was to busy to notice, time caught up to me
What happiness there was, disatster was on the rise
And what was most precious was taken, my very prize
It wasnt real, it couldnt be true
I sat in my prison, as there was nothing i could do
As i watched you slip through my fingers
The thought of you always lingers
No more hope as i look to the sky
No more hope as my tears run dry
Today would have been something very special
Somthing in-comparable to gold, silver or any medal
And as everything was left astray
Somtimes I think things can change
But who's to say
The pain in my heart always bleeding through
As I am always endlessly waiting for you


Nightmares
Nightmares



She lays there awake, staring at the ceiling
Tossing and turning afraid to sleep
Wide awake wishing you had no feeling
looking at your own scars wondering how deep
thinking of the promises she can and can't keep
eye's closed, all she see's is fright
everyone tells her its going to be alright
she bites her lip, soaking her pillow in tears
but she is plauged with so many fears
she shivers thinking what of life?
somtimes turning to the knife
curled up you wish it would all go away
hoping for the light that will come someday
but even through all this awry and amiss
everythings going to all right I promise


Love
How beautiful love can be
In peoples eyes its hard to see
It's a place I got to be
Loving you is loving me
How beautiful love can be
Gotta reach that frequency
Loving you is loving me


It kills me not to see her smile
Sitting there watching it all pile
can you love somone you have never scene?
it kills me, the distance between
I cant figure out why she is so far away
I wonder...will she be there the next day
it kills me to know she is hurt
to know i cant do anything to help comfort
It kills me to know she is so far away
somtimes i wonder...will she love me the next day..


there is an idea of a me. some kind of abstraction. but There is no real me. only an entity, somthing illusonary and though I can hide my cold gaze and you can shake my hand feel flesh gripping yours, and maybe you can even sense our life styles are probobly comparable...but im simply am not there....


do I let somone in?
to run the risk of feeling pain within
would it be worth it?
to loose it all
to feel good, then fall
would the pain be unbarble?
only to be described as terrible
just to love for a bit
then only to feel like s**t
i guess its a chance..
I must take
to put my heart at stake...


Angel Dolf
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Angel Dolf
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