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Uhm...hi again. Well, nothing much has happened since my last entry, but I still feel the need to be vocal, so...

...I'm a bit confused. About a lot of things. But they all have to do with relationships.

I guess at one point I thought i knew what love was. Of course I was too young and stupid to truly understand it all myself. Which leads me to my first question: Why? Why do we continue to search far and wide for someone to keep us company, or to make us all know were not alone? And why is it 9 times out of 10, that you'd never find that right person?

But again, I know nothing. If I did, maybe i wouldn't feel so alone right now. I know I shouldn't be in a rush. I wanna' wait it out. I'd like to focus on other things like school and art. See where this all takes me. But..for whatever reason, I can't. It might be my hormones or some other strange factor, but no matter what I do, I simply can't stop searching and looking...

Which leads me to my final question: How long does it take..to find that person?