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I love him
I want him
I need him
I crave him
I breath for him
I live for him
I cry for him
I moan for him
I whimper for him
I long for him
I touch him
I pet him
I caress him
I lick him
I bite him
I snuggle him
I hug him
I hold him
I worship him
I am addicted
I ******** know it now
Here I come
And baby you better hold on
Because I promise you the best of days are to come.

So baby lets jump on it and go!

<3Taylor

OHWUTNAOBITCHHOES!?

LE GASP! chichi's avatar art 8D

My first...or..not first rant.

Lets get started with...uh......FASHION TREENNDDSS HOOOAWWWW 8D
Goth vs Emo. ...... Get over your self and your fashion. I love gothic fashions yea I love them to death...but the people who sometimes were the goth fashion let it get to their heads even more so now that "Goth" has gotten alot more popular with the young people me being one of them. Yea...you were black yea..your lips are black..yea..so ******** what? Doesn't mean you can walk around town blasting your Marilyn Manson thinking your so cool trying to make an original statement?....nnnooooooo....AGAIN I must say that being goth is fun yea the fashion makes you feel awesome but please...please don't let that black sink into your head and think that your a creepy vampire.
and emo ...scene... bleh it's so over done that they are pinching fashion from others. yea, I saw that the lame fauxhawk. =_=

OH AND AND AND

DIR EN GREY!
WHATS SO GREAT ABOUT THEM!?
THEY SOUND LIKE ..
A STRANGLED ASIAN BOY!? WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
!?

I




am




laura.



I am..what I am..

A deep pain, Like a needle puncturing your heart.. your eyes open..and you feel like your in space...no air...and cold, Death... Death is a very scary thing.. It comes quick..and your blind sided by it.. death is alot like love.. a deep warmth...like a fire burning deep inside your heart...your eyes open wide..and your in space..so time canot stop.. but there is sudden pains when the fire of love gets to hot.. sometimes I don't understand this..

I'm in love...deeply inlove.. and I feel like I'm in space sometimes...drifting forever... shivering.. it's just a deep coldness...



*Sighs* ..... ._.

This is what I want to say...every thing what I have against every thing, people today,....feelings....emotions sex drugs drinking..what is this world...what is it. when you sit alone and you think you wonder why your alive sometimes..but then you go off and you label your thoughts so you won't get hurt by others.. labels...emo..goth..prep..jock...ect why do we even have them...we even label our skin we are all different.. we all hate.. that is what causes war.. unwanted emotions unwanted things.

death..murder..suicide.. A waist of a great life that could have been turned around this is why I hate the world...why do we waist...because it's a human instinct to eat things up and s**t them out...like a highschool... if your not pretty enough..you will be eaten up and shat back out. because no one can accept anything.. it's like each click is a cult a deadly ******** cult there will never be world peace if you don't stop the cults and clicks.. I don't ******** understand anymore. But I will live on..

Aww...Look what my boyfriend taylor has made for me in the past...I blush every time I look at all of these...They are so sweet..I love them..and I love him so much

Have you ever fallen in love...that it really knocked you to your knees, And it made you feel so good that it could make you cry....I have..and I am..

I just...I need help..I'm so madly inlove with my taylor..But he never trusts me..I need help...I don't care who sees this. I'm dieing...I don't know how to show him that he can trust me.. I get so stressed out every day ..I'm always crying..I'm always shaking...I can't even talk to him like I use to...I always have to think now..I can speak to him like I use too...I can't be free with my love...I'm not aloud to say I love him to many times because He will think somthings wrong when there isn't ..I can't be happy..or he thinks I'm being weird...I can't do anything...And I love him so much it shatters me..I cry so much for him..I know his heart hears me..but his mind..it ignores me...I know deep down...He loves me and trusts me I just want to close my eyes...and have his arms around me...and have not a care in the world. just...listen to each other breath..and smile...

Just for once...Just once...I would do anything to have him hold me and talk to me like he use too...


<3...I love you taylor.