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I am mainly an apathetic person, for I lack the utter abillity to feel minor emotions, or some emotions entirely. I can not feel excitement at all; I am not quite sure why, or how I am unable to, but I just can't. I can barely feel emotionaly minor pain, I just lack the abillity. I do not get anxious or dissappointed. Again, I just lack the abillity. I can get happy, but only at the given moment an act of happiness is present. After that, I am again emotionless. I usually never get angry at another human, and if I do, its usually my sister. I get annoyed or aggrivated quite often, however.

And love and liking? I feel the minor ability to like somone, for its just there. But I never like someone in a strong sense. And love, that is my bane. For when I love I love whole heartedly. I can not control love at all, and thus I get hurt often by it. But, I control that by secluding myself often. This is my way, how I feel.