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IF you think you can survive being in my head, go right ahead and venture forth.
This was in my journal
Just a stranger to my dreams,
A stranger to my prayer.
Just a stranger to my heart,
I used to hold you there.
Just a stranger to my life,
You crept away so fast.
Just a stranger to me now,
I cant forget the past.


I am yours
I am giving it to you
My soul, my love, my life
It is all yours

Do with me as you wish
Tear my heart in two
Crush my soul between your fingers
End my life when you see fit

I will not deny it
I have hurt you
I have hurt you more than anyone can be hurt
So with this, i shall give my vow

"May your hand strike me
May your love smite me
Lay your hands across my throat and kill me
As long as its by you
I shall die a happy man
But, i shall not give up hope that one day
You and i can be together once more
Until then, i shall wait
Even though im not yours
My heart, is in your hands
My soul, is at your mercy
My life is in your hands
Either love me, or smite me
All is up to you, and all is your choice"


This was given to me, and before i forget it, here it lies
Just a stranger to my dreams,
A stranger to my prayer.
Just a stranger to my heart,
I used to hold you there.
Just a stranger to my life,
You crept away so fast.
Just a stranger to me now,
I cant forget the past.


The Stranger I am
I am the stranger, destined to live alone
Not to stalk you, nor to harm you
Merely to love you forever and ever

I shall wait for you
Even when im old and gray
Even if i must spend my life alone

This picture shall remain here
Forever more
Until we are together once again

But until then
I am the stranger, and you may call me as such
So till you can call me by my name
So till you can love me again
So till you can return the love you and i once had
So long ago

Until then
I shall wait


<Sometimes, I wonder if i did the right thing>
can you ever just hold me close?
you always seem to push me away,
with talk of loves youve had before,
with kisses so sweet to lure my mind,
never are you there,
you always leave me alone,
and if i could love you so,
why couldnt you do it back,
love you say you feel,
but yet you never show,
if only i could see,
the window through your soul,
then mybe my longing wouldbe gone,
and you would never have to know,
how deeply i wanted,
only for you to hold me!

This was not written by me, and only the person who wrote this knows
sometimes, love is hard, love can be cherished, and it can be taken away by as much as a man is blind to what he has before him

<what to do>
My mind in turmoil,
My soul shattered,
But now I see
You never needed a window
But how silly
That you never saw it there
Look into my eyes to see my soul
Kiss me with lips so tender and heart so pure
Hold me as you would have never done before
Allow me to show you what lies behind
My open door


Listen
Can you hear it?
the voice of the Wind
The wind from this blade as it cuts your skin
Your final glance at me

Can you hear it?
The voice of the earth
The sound you make as you hit the ground
Your final glance at the sky

Can you hear it?
The voice of the water
The sound of your blood as it taints the water
The end of your life

Can you hear it?
The sound of fire?
The burning of your drowned body
The last of your human shell

Can you hear it?
No, you can't
For no one can't hear
Who they do not know

I am the stranger
Forever and for always
Known to none
Rejected by all


These Eyes
Look into my eyes
And please tell me
What is it that you see

Is it pain? Sadness? Lonliness?
Or is it a combination of the three?

I've tried to find it in my own eyes,
the pain that still eluds me
the pain that i still cant find

this pain, i can feel it so
But, why is it, that no one else can see it?

What must i do to stop this pain?
What must i do to get those close to me
to see what it is that i'm going through
What can i do to show them, while not saying a word

Why is it that the best option feels like
to pack up and leave everyone behind
But how could I? Im not strong enough

As i ponder these questions in tormenting anguish
I shall slowly waste away, little by little


By the request of Far Superior, i have inserted this quiz
QUIZZZZZZZZZZZ!!!
okay, some of you have already taken it, so you don't have to do it this time if you've already done it. but I want those of you who haven't to do it!!!

ENJOY!!!

WOULD YOU:
Go out with me?
Give me your number?
Kiss me?
Let me kiss you?
Watch a movie with me?
Let me take you out to dinner?
Let me drive you somewhere
Cut some rug with me?
Take a shower with me?
Be my bf/gf?
Have a fling with me?
Let me buy you a drink?
Take me home for the night?
Would you let me sleep in your bed?
Sing car karaoke w/ me?
Re-post this for me to answer your questions?
Give me a piggyback ride?
Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere?
LOCK ME IN YOUR ROOM AND TRY TO TAKE ADVANTAGE OF ME?
Lick my cheek?
Dance with me?
Let me make you breakfast?
Tap that a**?
Help me with homework?
Tickle me to death?
Let me tickle you?
stick up for me if I was being put down?
Caress my body?
Play strip poker with me?
Say yes if I asked you out?
Borrow a pair of my underwear if yours, for some reason, got ruined?
Let me borrow your underwear if, for some reason, mine got ruined?
Get wasted with me?
Instant message me?
Greet me in public?
Hang out with me?
Bring me around your friends?

D0 Y0U:
Think I'm cute?
Think I'm hot?
Want to kiss me?
Want to cuddle with me?
Want to hook up with me?
mad at me?

ARE WE:
Aquaintances?
Friends?
In a relationship?
Gonna have kids?

AM I:
Smart?
Cute?
Funny?
Cool?
Lovable?
Adorable?
Compassionate?
Annoying?
Great to be with?
Attractive?
Mean?
Odd?

Answer these for me please.
HAVE Y0U EVER:
Thought about me?
Thought there might be an "us"?
Thought about hookin up with me?
Found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
Wished I were there?
Grabbed me?
Had a crush on me?
Idolized me?
Wanted my number?
Had a dream about me?
Been distracted by me?

ARE Y0U:
Done with this survey?
Happy you know me?
Mad at me?
Thinkin bout me?



Somebody, please answer, even if you want to put it in the pms, i could use someone to talk with me


The love that you are
Words are useless, I cant compare thee to a summer's day, nor can I to the flowers that be
Words cannot express how I feel for you
when im with you, i am happy, when youre gone, i feel so dead
I miss seeing your face, i miss hearing your voice
But why, why do I
How can I make a poem about you, when words cannot describe how I feel
Why, I shall tell you
because, i have tried to say the words, but, nothing comes to mind
but, just the thought of you hearing what i say through words, that is pleasure enough
I cannot compare you to anything, for to me, you are above everything else


moonking88
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