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xICE&DESIREx
So...
[ Location | Sydney ; in Study with Compy. ]
[ Listening to | Say This Sooner ; The Almost ]
[ Thought | When a guy snubs you, is he pissed off or just being a jerk ? ]
[ Wants | The unattainable ]
[ Needs | The unattainable and a hug ]
[ Feels | Ignored and Silly. Not funny silly. Demeaning silly. ]

I feel the urge to rant.

Yes, yes I must.

And this seems like a good place to rant to because no one reads it =D
Please comment if you are -- =)

Anywho ;

Holidays.
Meant to be fun.
Two week break from school.
I mean, maybe the occasional homework can be given. Or some nerd might want teh chance to study.
BUT WHAT IS SO COMPLETELY AND UTTERLY WRONG IS WHEN YOUR HOLIDAYS ARE TAKEN UP BY ASSIGNMENTS.
Today was my first day back of term four.
Bastards, I had a speech first period stare
So, an English Speech ; due first day back.
Major Scientific Investigation Project ; due second day back.
Two Science Assignments (which makes me dizzy when I try to read it, so i CBF'd to try doing it) ; both due seond monday back, so that's in less than one week.
Not to mention the fact that I am now two chapters behind in maths. ********.
We started trigonometry. I'm still on Statistics. Well. I dunno whether or not this counts as doing my maths homework, but I've given it up as a bad job and now I'm just copying answers out of BOB. Best guy in the world.
Except when he makes mistakes >_>
(For all you fools that don't know BOB -- he is BACK OF BOOK, i.e. answers.)
And we have all our ******** yearly exams in the first three weeks. ********.
And the worst bit about this is I got off easy.
That's right. EASY.
A few of my friends that do drama have another assignment.
And the History/Geo semester fell in my favour, for the first time in living memory. They got an assignment as well.
******** if your a Drama student that got history -- as many of my friends did.
My friend that went to another school was freaking just at the thought of this. Bloody hell.
And you know what the very worst bit was ?
EVEN IF I HAD FINISHED ALL MY WORK (an unlikely feat, but whatever) no one would have been able to go out because they're all chained to desks as well..

*fumes*

And now.
I feel silly.
Not funny siily.
The completely ignorant silly. The demeaning and stupid silly.
Because - well, the guy I consider as a friend is snubbing me.
I don't understand.
We used to be good friends. Really good friends.
And now he only acknowledges me to insult me.

Oh great.
Insight received from other friend.
I'm stupid.
Stupid stupid stupid.
I'm such a ******** moron !

I'm going to end now.
Before I end up doing something I regret.


This.
Is.
Liz.

i.e.
FerryCakes / Eli / Klix.

she's my new MODEL.

'Cause she's SEX. heart

ILY.ELI

Don't you love her ?
Picture taken: o2o8o7.
While bludging P.E. 'cause we were "sick" mrgreen

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So..

I'm coughing.

'Cause I'm choking on my own spit.

Lovely.

*coughcough*

I can't even breathe properly *cough* !

and it's *cough* pissing me off *coughcough* !

*sigh*

Anyway ; *cough*

I'm feeling like.. *cough* crap.

no, not because of the *cough* aftermath of my choking.

Just.. am.

I broke up with my sort-of boyfriend.

Meh.

I want to hate him. *cough* But he's my best friend.

And if you understand this.. well *coughcough*

*cough*

And I'm a self *cough* centred b***h.. 'cause... yeah..

and if anyone *cough* is bothering to read this... uh... *cough*


yeah.

*coughcough*

*clears throat*

I shall go back to my assignment.

*cough*

*coughcough*

Well. Go back to pretending to do my assignment under the cover of gaia puzzles ninja

Go me..


<3
Kriz the Procrastinator.

*has coughing fit*


Whoa.

I'm so tired.

Today was Cross Country.

Y'know? Run 4k's for no apparent reason ? Yeah, that.

Well, for the most part, I walked with my sort-of boyfriend.

******** up, much ? Wasted about ... Hm. Half an hour ? Maybe more ?

And then I skulled a diet coke for lunch and lay on the grass with my mates. Imitation iPod in ears. Then I was used as a poker table (yes, table) and a seat.

I don't even know why, seeing as I'm the smallest of the entire group and the only girl, seeing as my other friend went to play soccer.

And then... well, the crazy ninja guy of the group jumped on me. Just under my ribs, lying across me. Then, the six foot tall blonde guy jumped on him. Then the athletic one jumped on. And last, the Asian guy.

Me ? Oh, I was gasping for air, because I couldn't breathe.

What am I like ? I'm five foot nothing, and uber small.

Oh, but wait, there's more.

Gary (Asian Guy) decided it would be fun to roll around. stressed

and then, when Nabeel (Crazy Ninja Dude) started tickling me, I squirmed so much, they all fell off.

Weird, much ?

This happened a few times, sometimes in different orders. But, mostly I was at the bottom, or second from the bottom.

Because I'm small, my friends can quite literally just pick me up and move me aside. Or just pick me up and spin me around. It sucks. but only sometimes. blaugh

anyway.

and THEN. After school, we got out about five minutes early. So five of us (Tay, Guy, Arthur, Gary and me) decided to walk to Pendle Hill. About 1k from the school. As we got, about halfway there, we had to stop at some Traffic Lights, the Pendle Hill bus went passed us.

So we ran. I mean, full on pelted through a park, over a bridge and past shops. OMFG. I'm tired. Thank God for shortcuts.

Luckily, we made it just after the bus stopped and was letting people out.

Weird thing ? I went into Westy and bought sushi because I knew it was stupid to skip lunch. And then I ad to walk home. eek

I think I well and truly deserve the right to sit and do nothing. Except gaia xD

<3
love.
k r ii z y .


Okay. This thing hasn't been used properly.

... eek


Please ignore the two posts before this. mrgreen

===

Of the week ?

Word: Nevermore.
Phrase: "So that's what colour emos bleed!" - Blake.
Feeling: FREAKING OUT ! Why?
I have an assignment due on Monday that I've had four weeks to do.
I have to write five biogrpahies and draw pictures. ARGH.
Song: Hum Hallelujah ; Fall Out Boy <3
Lyrics: "you're someone who knows someone who knows somone i once knew"

===

Kriz the Procrastinator.


i'm such a loser...

Hell. It's kinda fun =) emo


stare i have given in. gonk
yes. i have.
now i am... eek [oh no. this hurts. ] EMO =.=
oh wow. i don`t believe i just said that stressed




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