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i am the top in my class. i am the smartest in my grade. in all my classes i do perfect work. but just because of the way i dress, just because i wear black nailpolish,black eyeliner,blood red eyeshadow,blood red lipstick,black lip liner, fishnet gloves, spike chokers have my hair tied in a spike bun i am automatically thought to be a bad kid. i take pride in my academic work, but noooo says the teacher according to my grade in spanish (spanish teacher is a racist,sexist b***h who cares who judges people by the way they dress). i ended up getting a progress report in spanish saying i am at risk of failing spanish this quarter. the teacher wrote "she must do ALL homework and all classwork" i have done every homework i have been assigned and every bit of class work to perfection and even done countles amounts of extra credit work and she says i do not do my work!!! i would understand if it was my test that she gave me a progress report for but she said nothing of my test (which on the first test i had gotten a 98% but on my most recent test i had gotten a 48% sweatdrop ). if she pointed out it was my test score that had gotten me the progress report, but she had not mentioned it.
the SHSAT is this coming sunday (the 24th)!!! i have been studying till my eyes bleed (literally, i got a paper cut on my upper eyelid which bled pretty bad, dont ask). my mother has been paying about 2700 dollars for me to go to one of the best prep schools in my area. i kinda hate it though, people always stare and point at me and whisper "omg, shes goth!," "she is so creepy" and s**t like that. well all i can say is a majority of the populations are stupid-a** ******** who should learn to mind there own business and leave people who are different alone for at least trying to be original.
i really want to et into bronx highschool of science. it is the so-called "harvard of highschools" but i have a slim chance.
sometime soon i plan on haveing my ears pierced again. i already have 3 ear piercings (one on cartilage) i plan on having a total of 9 or more ear piercings and eventually i want to have my tongue pierced. and when i get a bit older i want to get a few tatoos.
i want to start a band. i sing the best in my school and the end of this month i will be getting guitar lessons. i want to have a band and be the lead singer of it. but i want therest of the band to be guys because girls bands suck a**.
i have been saving my money (im normally broke or spend my money very fast, i dont have a job or get much of an allowance) i want to get the Marilyn Manson CD "lest we forget"
 okame · Wed Oct 20, 2004 @ 10:23pm · 0 Comments |
