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i got a surgery done on my hand yesterday... and it hurts... alot. i was in there for an hour and a half just for my stupid finger, that starts to hurt whenever something touches it.
thank you for listening to my whines.
merry Yule^^
 Fragment Hearts · Sat Dec 22, 2007 @ 04:08pm · 0 Comments |
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So look in my eyes, what will you leave behind what you called "so precious"
you got what you came for, now i think it's time to move on
where will you hide?
But these ghosts come alive, like water and wine
walk through these streets singin' songs and carrying signs.
To them these streets belong.
my insult lasts the best part of eternity eternity! and you come to burn that bridge inside of me! inside of me!
of this hate, the lovliness
has led me here into this mess of love!
and my hands are soaking in the blood of angels.
with broken wings they collapse!
what do i say to break them dead?
and that's all i can understand at the moment! ^.^
Fragment Hearts · Mon Nov 12, 2007 @ 01:57am · 0 Comments |
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Another story...Chpater 2!(continued!) |
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Later, in the dorm, i found out something that I never thought would happen. Takashi knew.He knew my whole ruse, everything. And he said that if i didn't tell him what was going on, he would march me straight up to the Headmaster's office and turn me in.I was distraught. I didn't want thet to happen. Not until i told Toki everything. Very calmly, i asked him how he found out, and why he didn't turn me in.
He said,"It was obvious that your not gay,but you told me when you first got here, that you came to get closer to your idol, Tomeki, who i was head over heels in love withat the time."'Still am, actually,' he thought. takashi shook his head and continued. "Anyway, you also weren't very careful to dispose of your 'monthly necessities' last month. You could have easily covered that up with the field day and Culture festival last month. but i saw you put it in the trash can." i just nodded. I could face the fact that i had been found out, i just needed to know the facts.
"Ok, nowthat i know that you've found me out, why do you still act like your in love with me?" I asked. it's a valid question.
"Because I still AM in love. I fell in love with your personality. I can overcome the fact that your not male. I don't see how gender really matters, anyway."
I started to cry.I had never heard anyone say those words, 'I love you,'before to me. I thought that the phrase was never meant for me. Takashi understood, and said them again. "I love you."and kissed my forehead. Right as he did, we were interrupted.
"Hope i'm not interrupting something."
Crap. it was Toki."No! Not at all! how much did you hear?"
Oh, I came in when Taka was kissing your forehead and saying, 'I love you.'"
My mouth made the shapeof an "O" again. Great. Now he thinks i' gay, AND easy to win over.I started to cry again. Sometimes, i just wanted to go home. And i was in three days.
IN FRANCE
"Honey, Hinata called. She's... She's coming home." Hinata's mother was standing in front of a buddist memorial shrine.It was for her late husband.Who she didn't have the guts to call Hinata and tell her the news. That her father was dead.
IN JAPAN
"Toki, i'm hungry.Let's go to the cafeteria already!"
"Fine. Hold on. Let me finish this."
Takashi laughed. he hugged me,and said," Gawd! Your so slow! me and Hino are wasting away, and here you are washing LAB EQUIPMENT!!! What has this world come to?"
Toki was laughing."well, graduate already, you flunker! Then you'll realize that the answer is as simple as 7 times 6.
"42?"
"exactly."
I laughed."Toki, you need to stop reading american novels. Next thing you know,your going to be giving the girl of your dreams roses and chocolate on Valentine's day!"
Both of them looked confused. They knew that's what people did in other countries, so they were probably thinking something along the lines of,' what the? isn't that how they do it in most other countries?'
They should have seen their faces. If this was a cartoon, they woud have had question marks floating around their head. I started to laugh. And eventually, everyone joined in.We were laughing and having a good time, until the science professor came and told us to leave.
Our first class we had all together. Hom room. Takashi had already had this teacher before, and was really good friends with her. Takashi had failed last year due to pneumonia, and was sick for the make up tests, too. So, here he is. In 2nd year again. But with us this time! And if he hadn't had failed, we would probably had never met, let alone be roommates. So, everything works out.
IN FRANCE
"Mama! are you serious! Hina-chan got to go to Kyoto High? that's not fair! Plus, she a girl! Hinata's little brother was mad. really mad.He had wanted to go to Kyoto HIgh since he was in Kindergarten, and he had to wait for another year before he got to go.
TBC
Fragment Hearts · Sun Aug 05, 2007 @ 07:37am · 1 Comments |
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"When you leave to find yourself, you may never want to come back."
"Huh? Toki, are you ok?"
Hi! i'm Hinata Comeau, and im otherwise known as Hino.I'm a 13 year old cross dressing female going to an all boys school in Kyoto, Japan. The only reason i left beautiful, Paris, France, is to be closer to my idol,Tomeki Riosawa.I'm Currently battling leukemia, and i want to live long enough to tell him that i'm a girl and not some gay dude with wild fantasies.And last month, just as i was about to tell him, he gets a phone call saying that his fathers in the hospital. Also, i got sick again, and had to be rushed to the hospital. There, Toki and my roommate, Takashi, found out what i had been hiding. I was haveing trouble keeping control of my leukemia.
"Yes, Hino, i'm fine," he replied, not looking me in the face.
"Are you sure? You seem so out of it," i asked. Honestly, i think he thought that his father wasn't coming out of a coma."I'm just worried about you."
He gave me one of his weird smles, not one of the fake ones that you see when he's on stage."I know. It's just been a hard month. And i was thinking of things my father told me."
My mouth made the shape of an "O." His father was a touchy subject at the moment, and the media was just poking and prodding at it in any way possible. Also, he had me to look after, which was making me feel PRETTY guilty. I want to keep my leukemia a secret, and Takashi and Toki had honored that decision. Best friends a guy/girl could have.
"Hino, maybe you should go home for a while."he finally said, after a few moments of silence.
I shook my head. i hate my parents with a burning passion."I don't want to," i pleaded, but Toki wasn't having it. Knowing him, he probably had the Tickets in his back pocket.
"Hino, i know your not BEST friends with your parents, but me and mother were already going on a holiday there. I just bought an extra ticket."
He was serious, i just need to go start packing my bags. "Nar. Hug me and i'll go.
He smiled. "Your so easy to please. And i'll let you take a nap on my shoulder when we get on the plane." i just smiled. I started to stumble on my way out the door, and he was instantly by my side, helping me the entire time.He also Packed my bags while i was calling my mom. It was 5:30 here, so it was 9:30 there, and she would just be getting to work.And when i called, she was actually happy to hear from me.
"Sweetie, is everything ok?Why are you coming home now? Is it your 'illness'?
"Yeah, but i'm coming home with someone who knows about it."
she gasped in the phone, making my ear ring."Is it that boy that your lied about your gender to get close to?"
"Oui." Luckily, Toki knew absolutely no french, and that i was bilingual and japanese was my second language.I also don't like people knowing about my 'illness' as mother calls it. I don't like people to pity me.
"ok. i'll be at the airport to pick you guys up."
.Click.
Later, at dinner, I told Takashi that i was going home for a few days. suprisingly, he didn't care. Usually, he wants to be wherever i am. He says that he's in love with me, and that he loved Toki, too, until he got turned down by him. He was busy reading, and he only asked questions inbetween chapters, probably.
"When are you going?" I was shocked. Usually, he would hug me and ak where his ticket was.
"on Saturday."
He stopped eating for another question," When are you coming back?"
"In a week."
"Okay. Have fun. Oh, and i have something I need to talk to you about when yo get done eating. don't bring Tomeki, this is a private conversation."
I just looked at the book he was reading, in a daze."Okay, see you later," was the only thing i could say, as the blonde walked away.
Fragment Hearts · Wed Aug 01, 2007 @ 08:45pm · 2 Comments |
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i wanna write a story one chapter at a time part 3^_^ |
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One night, in the temple of the four gods, a masque was in prossecion. one couple in particular, was quite content. even though they would never know the person behind the mask, they fell in love at first sight. they noticed each other when it started, and when the man asked the woman to take his dance, she was delighted to do so.they danced and danced, almost never stopping, and when they did stop, it was only to kiss. the lead goddess would not stand for this tough, for the man was her brother, even though he was a mortal for this night only. the thing that made the man a god, was he had wings. but no one was to know him tonight,for it was his idea for this party. kind and considerate(usually) she granted his request."i never thought that he would fall in love with someone who he doesn't even know," she thought, scouring while she looked at them, disgusted. she looked away, went to get something to drink, and when she came back they were gone. She started to scream. then she remembered that it was mostly commoners who never saw their leader panic. so she stormed away enraged.
when the man and the woman slipped away from the party, the spell on the man wore off. his wings started to return. he could feel it. and his dancing partner was almost walking behind him. he swore in falic, the language of the gods.his young partner asked what was wrong, and he noticed the unusual scar above her right eye. she asked if, since hers had fallen off, if she could remove his. he thought about it a moment,and decided she would love him for what he really is, if this was his match. He consented, not knowing that his fate would be forever.
"Yes," he replied, thinking, 'what the hell, it's not as if she will actually fall in love with me, it's just my thoughtless emotion.'
She took off his mask."My lord, i should have known" was her only remark, and she got on her knees to bow and beg forgiveness.
The woman, was Totamor. Servant to his sister, the high queen of the four gods.
He was stunned. Timur never thought that his sister would ever let her servant would be allowed to tend the party. he should have known, too. They were good friends, but the spell disguised his voice as well.(( im watching inuyasha, so if some one says something like, "Damn you, Naraku, blame the TV, not me^_^
im tired... im going to bed.
P.S,
i did this for you, cow lady! as a thank you^_^))
Fragment Hearts · Tue Jul 31, 2007 @ 07:06am · 0 Comments |
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I Feel Like Writing a Story One Chapter At a Time Part 2. |
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One night, in the temple of the four gods, a masque was in prossecion. one couple in particular, was quite content. even though they would never know the person behind the mask, they fell in love at first sight. they noticed each other when it started, and when the man asked the woman to take his dance, she was delighted to do so.they danced and danced, almost never stopping, and when they did stop, it was only to kiss. the lead goddess would not stand for this tough, for the man was her brother, even though he was a mortal for this night only. the thing that made the man a god, was he had wings. but no one was to know him tonight,for it was his idea for this party. kind and considerate(usually) she granted his request."i never thought that he would fall in love with someone who he doesn't even know," she thought, scouring while she looked at them, disgusted. she looked away, went to get something to drink, and when she came back they were gone. She started to scream. then she remembered that it was mostly commoners who never saw their leader panic. so she stormed away enraged.
when the man and the woman slipped away from the party, the spell on the man wore off. his wings started to return. he could feel it. and his dancing partner was almost walking behind him. he swore in falic, the language of the gods.his young partner asked what was wrong, and he noticed the unusual scar above her right eye. she asked if, since hers had fallen off, if she could remove his. he thought about it a moment,and decided she would love him for what he really is, if this was his match. He consented, not knowing that his fate would be forever.
"Yes," he replied, thinking, 'what the hell, it's not as if she will actually fall in love with me, it's just my thoughtless emotion.'
She took off his mask."My lord, i should have known" was her only remark, and she got on her knees to bow and beg forgiveness.
The woman, was Totamor. Servant to his sister, the high queen of the four gods.
sticks and stones may break my bones, but whips and chains excite me... so throw me down and tie me up and show me that you like me...
Fragment Hearts · Fri Jun 08, 2007 @ 05:30pm · 0 Comments |
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rawr!!! i need help getting to medusa in castlevania:lament of innocence! help! plz and thankies
Fragment Hearts · Sat May 05, 2007 @ 03:55am · 0 Comments |
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Woot!!!!! Hiya!!!! I have a sprained wrist!!!! Owwwww.... My wrist... it hurts.
Fragment Hearts · Sat Apr 21, 2007 @ 07:29am · 1 Comments |
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