Well well well.
It's exam time again and I could not be more depressed.
This has been the worst semester I have ever encountered ever, and to make things even better, school was the least of the cause of my problems.
I always try to tell myself though, things could be worse and indeed they could.
But they definitly suck the way they are now.
Number 1: My mother is moving to Yellowknife (for those who do't know that's really really far away from where I am now and I won't see her for a long time) also I have never been that far away from my mother for such an extended period of time. We are close so that's why it's a big deal.
Number 2: I just came out of a 2 year relationship and the effects are weighing heavily on me. Very heavily.
Number 3: finances. I have none. I have no idea what I'm going to do for money. Not a bloodly cllue. Student lans are running thin and I have no other scource of income. Well damn how will I pay the bills.
So as you can see I have alot on my plate and have become somewhat depressed as of late. i really hate it too because depression is not my thing. I just want to go to Karate and play video games and write my stupid little stories. is that really somuch to ask?
Oh well, back to studying I guess.
P.S. I've had this strange feeling for a long time. like something is expected of me or something is going to happen. Like I'm meant for something I think. anyway I don't know what it is yet. taa.
It's exam time again and I could not be more depressed.
This has been the worst semester I have ever encountered ever, and to make things even better, school was the least of the cause of my problems.
I always try to tell myself though, things could be worse and indeed they could.
But they definitly suck the way they are now.
Number 1: My mother is moving to Yellowknife (for those who do't know that's really really far away from where I am now and I won't see her for a long time) also I have never been that far away from my mother for such an extended period of time. We are close so that's why it's a big deal.
Number 2: I just came out of a 2 year relationship and the effects are weighing heavily on me. Very heavily.
Number 3: finances. I have none. I have no idea what I'm going to do for money. Not a bloodly cllue. Student lans are running thin and I have no other scource of income. Well damn how will I pay the bills.
So as you can see I have alot on my plate and have become somewhat depressed as of late. i really hate it too because depression is not my thing. I just want to go to Karate and play video games and write my stupid little stories. is that really somuch to ask?
Oh well, back to studying I guess.
P.S. I've had this strange feeling for a long time. like something is expected of me or something is going to happen. Like I'm meant for something I think. anyway I don't know what it is yet. taa.
