I definitely would have more people paying attention then I knew.
It seems like no matter how hard I try, I end up just repeating life over and over again. Even when fighting the what has always caused the past events to happen, it still comes. Am I just destined to run around in circles? Chasing the few people away, to watch them come back for a short time just to repeat the stupid circle? Why is it that I am stuck inside here, when everyone else seems to be able to push away? What do I do to keep everyone just far enough away that I can easily be forgotten, and slightly remembered at the same time? Friends will still smile, but smile is all, I could wait weeks on end and never hear my phone ring, if it wasnt for one friend. I guess the old saying is right, feel privilaged to have one true friend, cause true friends are hard to come by.
If you read this, sorry, emo life currently. Guess I am just feeling slightly lonely. ( thus why I hid my journal)
Edit: lol, figures, I make this on 9/11 without even realising it, to all that was lost, and all the friends of those. May God bless you.
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justice will prevail... just kidding.
not much here... or proubably ever will be.... if I do put anything here it will most likely be some random quotes I think up or my pics. So you have no worries about reading how my life is going :P well like anything to exciting happens anyways.
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