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my dad is acting weird

I ******** hate my school. I have no friends there. I'm a reject. I geuss that's why i spend so much time on gaia, cuz there's people here that will actually talk to me. i spend more time in the library then anywhere else. I've got through about, thirty books since shcool started. I think I'm going to finish the library's entire fiction section by the time I'm done. I keep reading really depressing books about lonely kids. I geuss I can relate to them. And they wonder why I skip so much. Because I'M LONELY!!! I'd rather skip so i can hang out with my friends, because none of them go to my school. In fact, all but two, graduated. I hate going to school everyday, and being a loner. Who spends lunch in the library, when they can go off campus? Me, because I have no one to go with. I talk to the librarians more then I do to other students. I just want someone to hangout with at my school. If you go to Woodside High, in Newport News, VA, PM me. I need a friend.

Why do bad things happen to me? I'm not a bad person. Someone I thought I knew and trusted assaulted me. It was supposed to be a fun Friday night with friends, then all the guys got riled up about reputations and fights at football games. Me and Steph just wanted to see a movie. I got tired of the bullshit and walked home from Arby's. i'm almost home and my "friend" catches up to me in his car, screaming at me to get in and I don't want to. I'm almost home and i don't want to talk to him. After some screaming, he drives off and parks his car and flies at me! He pretty much beat me up. I couldn't get my phone out of my pocket to call the police. I thank god for that couple the pulled up and dropped me off at home. If it wasn't for them, I probably have found someone to kill him, or been severly injured. If you guys are on this site, I thank you from the bottom of my heart. I wish i knew your names. Thank you so much.

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-Quiz- Pease answer!
What Would You Do If.....
1. I cried:
2. I asked you to help:
3. I was becoming suicidal:
4. I killed myself:
5. I died from natural causes:
6. I said I liked you:
7. I kissed you:
8. I started smoking:
9. I stole something:
10. I was hospitalized:
11. I ran away from home:
12. I got in a fight and you were there:

What Do You Think About My.....
1. Personality:
2. Eyes:
3. Face:
4. Hair:
5. Clothes:
6. Voice:
7. Humor:
8. Choice of music:
9. Mannerisms:
10. Family:

Would You....
1. Be my friend:
2. Tell me the truth, no matter what:
3. Lie to make me feel better:
4. Tell me you lied if you ever?
5. Spread rumors about me:
6. Keep a secret if I told you one:
7. Loan me some cash:
8. Hold my hand:
9. Take a bullet for me:
10. Keep in touch:
11. Try and solve my problems:
12. Love me:

~Questions~
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it:
16. Am I loveable?
17. How long have you known me?
18. Describe me in one word:
19. What was your first impression?
20. Do you still think that way about me now?
21. What do you think my weakness is?
22. Do you think I'll get married?
23. What makes me happy?
24. What makes me sad?
25. What reminds you of me?
26. If you could give me anything what would it be?
27. How well do you know me?
28. When's the last time you saw me?
29. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
30. Do you think I could kill someone?
31. Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you?