if what is being said is true, then the possibility
of me dieing is like 50%. mybe more cause of
the bloodline. but who cares right? i mean all
my life there is always something that happen
that wil lead to my death. since young i don't
have a strong metabolism anyway. suffering
all those pitiful moment just waiting until death
finally feel like taking my life. death is really
cruel you know? procrastinating the time of
death, toying with people's emotion. seed of
the devil himself i might say. some might say
that he's giving me a chance, but i know tht
it's not. long story short.currently drowning
my self with self pity.
of me dieing is like 50%. mybe more cause of
the bloodline. but who cares right? i mean all
my life there is always something that happen
that wil lead to my death. since young i don't
have a strong metabolism anyway. suffering
all those pitiful moment just waiting until death
finally feel like taking my life. death is really
cruel you know? procrastinating the time of
death, toying with people's emotion. seed of
the devil himself i might say. some might say
that he's giving me a chance, but i know tht
it's not. long story short.currently drowning
my self with self pity.
