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Elfs, drow, goblins, humans. that all hold a place in space. all is not as its seems.

right now i'm really down and want to be with my firends. but they are having a balst with out me. now i respect there right to do so. but it hurts to be lane and then tossed aside, i have been minupated by many people all i wish is to be amoung a crowed of people who will not abuse my forgiveness and respect for them...

well mite as well start by saying to any one who reads this there is not rating and if there was one it would very with each post. so you have been given warning...adn any spelling "problems" just ask me and i i will translate to the best of my abilities

my mind is in shambles and what in one peace is this: my love for my gf, respect for my family, my slight urge to have sex, adn the force that keep it in check.

i will admit that i am not most broken person but i still am just held to gather by my will to live for first: my family second: my gf who i hold dear

now there is not much in my mind right now besides my enduring fear of getting rejected by people but i deal with it and try to not be antisocial...