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I cant think, i cant breath, i cant even blink
My heart beats in my stomach, i feel like im on the brink
of starvation of attention, affection.
This must be what it feels like
to be empty inside
when
Everythings pounding in emptiness
Soundless
Silence, it echos. Enough! it makes me go
Crazy in my head
When my insides feel all dead
And numb from the core
i cant take it anymore!
Of this nonsense and stress
and the senseless destress of
"you whore" "you c**t" "You c** sucking mess"
im sick! Im cold. i want to go home
but where is a home
without the ones to give you
attention, affection.
i cant think anymore