I'm Holding Onto A Dream...
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And here I thought I could finally clear out my mind.
Man... it still hurts but who really gives a rat's a** anymore.
I know I don't....
I'll probably be going through the next few days all quite and stupid and stupid and blah blah blah.
Who knows what the ******** I do when I'm like this in my little box....
Crazy s**t probably.
Oh well.
I just guess I'll go outside and sit watching the sky do nothing.
Like me....
So nothing about anything and everything... I guess.
I really don't get things sometimes.
One time don't walk on egg shells and the next, why are you saying crap like that....
That's why it's better off not saying anything at all.
Because then you aren't such a big loser and disappointment to those you don't want to be and nothing wrong will ever go wrong because you haven't said anything to put anyone in harm....
If only I was tone deaf and couldn't speak...
Wonder what that would be like.
Maybe then I'll cause less drama then I am now.
Maybe that's also the reason why a majority of some acquaintances hate me.
Who really know anymore.
I know I don't.....
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...That Will Never Come True
...That Will Never Come True
