scared......
I'm terrified to be alone again
People leaving me,
Changing me, and
Hating me.
Wanting to be liked for who I am...
And not changed by who they want me to be.
Why can't they love me for who I am?
Making myself sick,
From crying myself to sleep.
My only true friend changing into someone I don't know.
And feeling distant.......
Being torn apart from loved ones and friends.
My life is ******** up...
And no one knows how I truely feel.
Feeling undicided,
And scared.
Wanting to change for the good of myself and not others.
Becoming distant from the ones I trust the most.
Hiding secrets,
Wanting to be loved,
But not to be changed on the inside.
Not minding being changed outside, and
wanting to be held close by one who will never leave me.
Crying....
Tears crashing down on the table.
As I hold myself.
Myself being the only person who loves me for who i am.
Feeling dizzy.
Like I was on a carousel that keeps getting faster and faster.
Help me someone.
Help me stop myself, and others.
Help me by loving me for who I am,
And not for the mask that is put on me,
By the ones who wish to change me.
 Demonic Fox Flair · Wed Jan 10, 2007 @ 02:09am · 0 Comments |
