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There is a place where every heart filled with darkness goes. This place is not on Earth, Heaven, or Hell. The realm of darkness is a place where hearts filled with anger, sadness, jealousy, etc. spend their after life. The realm is nothing, but an empty world.

When a heart is pure it is filled with so much light that it makes the person's personality awesome. We will never find a human being with a pure heart. All that we will find are people with both light and darkness in their hearts.

There can't be light without darkness and there can't be darkness without light. I tried freeing the darkness outside my heart, but I couldn't. My best friend also tried, but she couldn't do it either. We keep on having fights over and over and over about our relationships, about what we say to each other, and about who loves who. There was a point where we relaxed and tried to free the darkness out of our hearts, but it seemed like we both failed.

We all make mistakes. Mistakes to be with someone who in the end hurts us, to choose to do something wrong and get punished for it, to not FORGIVE your friends who have helped you throughout. We are all human beings and we are not perfect. We have our ups and downs, but I can't live in peace until she forgives me for what I've done.

I am such a good person. Whenever she feels like a screwup, I always forgive her and recieve her back with my arms wide open for her to hug me. I wish to see her one day and to tell her everything that I'm sorry, that I want a second chance, and I love my five kids. I just hope I get out of the realm of darkness.

*Letter written by a boy lost in the Realm of Darkness*