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	Catul's Rant Page/Journal this most likely is a place I'm gonna put my rants... so read if you want to!

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Yay!!! My plushies are back!!!! dances That makes me so happy!!!!!!! blaugh 3nodding xd biggrin heart 3nodding blaugh Catul · Tue Apr 18, 2006 @ 11:51pm · 0 Comments

	OMG!!!!!! NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!
	OMG!!!!!! NOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!


MY SNO YETI PLUSHIE AND MY COCO KITTY PLUSHIE ARE BOTH MISSING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I DON'T KNOW WHERE THEY ARE OR WHAT HAPPENED TO THEM!!!!!!!!!! crying crying gonk gonk crying crying gonk gonk I sent an e-mail to them about it, but I don't know if they'll be able to help or not.... cries crying gonk crying gonk crying Catul · Sat Dec 24, 2005 @ 10:08pm · 1 Comments

	New hair for me!!!
	New hair for me!!!


I was browsing through the Durem Salon today trying on different hair styles. I saw this awesome hair style and had to get it! I think it fits my avie. She's so rockin' now!!!! xd Catul · Fri Nov 19, 2004 @ 12:19am · 0 Comments

	More Fing Medicine...*
	More Fing Medicine...*


Ok, yesterday I went to the psyche's office because my Wellbutrine is giving me panic attacks and trouble sleeping. So he prescribed Paxil CR for my anxiety problems... I was going over the list of cautions and possible side effects and it wasn't too comforting: CAUTIONS: THIS MEDICINE IS NOT RECOMMENDED for use in children or adolescents under 18 years of age. DO NOT SUDDENLY STOP TAKING THIS MEDICINE without checking with your doctor. Side effects may occur if this medicine is suddenly stopped. If you experience anxiety, agitation, panic attacks, difficulty sleeping, irritability, hostility, impulsive feelings, severe restlessness, or worsening depression contact your doctor as soon as possible. These may be signs that your condition is worsening or that your treatment with this medicine should be evaluated. POSSIBLE SIDE EFFECTS: SIDE EFFECTS, that may go away during treatment, include nervousness, trouble sleeping, drowsiness, fatigue, weakness, nausea, vomiting, diarrhea, loss of appetite, dry mouth, sweating, dizziness, lightheadedness, or changes in sexual function. If they continue or are bothersome, check with your doctor. CONTACT YOUR DOCTOR IMMEDIATELY if you experience mental or mood changes, seizures, unusual bleeding or bruising, thoughts of hurting yourself, or worsening of depression. Isn't this wonderful for me? I'm now taking an anxiety relief medicine that can make me suicidal, have seizures, give me even more trouble sleeping, worsen my depression, worsen my anxiety problems, and make me hostile... oh joy.... stare Catul · Wed Oct 20, 2004 @ 01:28pm · 0 Comments

	OMG! Run from the ALIENS!!!
	OMG! Run from the ALIENS!!!


Last night (more like this morning at 3 a.m.), KC and I saw a U.F.O.! We were trying to go to sleep and KC asked what this flickering light was in the sky... I told her it was probably a dying star or a plane... Then she said it wasn't moving, I looked at it and said, "OMG It's a U.F.O.!" I started freaking out a little... sweatdrop So we observed it through a telescope (which worked like crap) and a pair of binoculars (which worked better than the telescope) for about an hour... what we noticed through the telescope is that when you look at a star and pull it out of focus, it'll splay out into a larger circle of light... but when we did that with what we saw, it splayed out into a disk-like shape! We could also see different lights being flickered from it... it looked like there were blue, green, orange, and red lights... We then noticed after the hour of observation, it did change position in the sky... but! It looked like it was moving with the stars (because of the Earth's rotation, stars will "drift" across the sky)!!!!! And plus it looked like it was wiggling a little... Anyway... KC just told me that she looked for the U.F.O. again tonight (we noticed that it appeared within the viscinity of the Orion constellation) and she said it wasn't there!!!! That only confirms that it was an alien space craft!!! scream Teh al13ns r c0m1ng 2 g3t j00!!!! scream gonk Catul · Mon Oct 11, 2004 @ 01:50am · 1 Comments

	songs that describe how I feel...
	songs that describe how I feel...


Boulevard of Broken Dreams Green Day I walk a lonely road The only one that I have ever known Don't know where it goes But it's home to me and I walk alone I walk this empty street On the Blvd. of broken dreams Where the city sleeps And I'm the only one and I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk a... My shadows the only one that walks beside me My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me Till then I walk alone Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh I'm walking down the line That divides me somewhere in my mind On the border line of the edge And where I walk alone Read between the lines What's ******** up and everythings all right Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive And I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk alone I walk a... My shadows the only one that walks beside me My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me Till then I walk alone Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ah-Ah Ahhh I walk this empty street On the Blvd. of broken dreams Where the city sleeps And I'm the only one and I walk a.. My shadows the only one that walks beside me My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me Till then I walk away! Extraordinary Girl Green Day She's an Extraordinary girl In an ordinary world And she cant seem to get away He lacks the courage in his mind Like a child left behind Like a pet left in the rain She's all alone again Wiping the tears from her eyes Some days he feels like dying She gets so sick of crying She sees the mirror of herself And image she wants to sell To anyone willing to buy He steals the image in her kiss From her hearts apocalypse From the one called whatsername She's all alone again Wiping the tears from her eyes Some days he feels like dying She gets so sick of crying She's all alone again Wiping the tears from her eyes Some days he feels like dying Some days he's not worth trying Now that they're both up on it She gets so sick of crying She's an Extraordinary girl an Extraordinary girl an Extraordinary girl an Extraordinary girl Broken Seether Featuring Amy Lee I wanted you to know I love the way you laugh I wanna hold you high and steal your pain away I keep your photograph and I know it serves me well I wanna hold you high and steal your pain 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away You've gone away, you don't feel me, anymore The worst is over now and we can breathe again I wanna hold you high, you steal my pain away There's so much left to learn, and no one left to fight I wanna hold you high and steal your pain [x2] 'Cause I'm broken when I'm open And I don't feel like I am strong enough 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away 'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome And I don't feel right when you're gone away You've gone away You don't feel me here anymore sigh So sad.... Catul · Sat Oct 02, 2004 @ 01:23am · 0 Comments

	It's times like this I hate...
	It's times like this I hate...


It's times like this I hate my life... times when my emotions get away from me for just 5 seconds and bring me down... Then I can't help but think of all the bad things even though I don't want to think about them... Then that reminds me of how lonely I am... how I wish I had someone to love, someone to hold me... then I think, "well... maybe there isn't anyone out there to love me..." even though I know someday I'll find someone to fill that empty void, right now I can't see it happening... And I wonder if all of my delusions of what love is like are real... It's times like this I wish I wasn't 17... I wish I was 5, at a time in my life when I didn't have to worry about anything that I have to worry about now... at a time when I didn't have to worry about having mental breakdowns like this everytime I didn't feel good or about having panic attacks in the middle of class and trying to keep calm so I don't cause a scene in class... cry cry cry cry cry cry Catul · Mon Sep 27, 2004 @ 12:19am · 1 Comments

	Coooooooooool! Journals!!!!!!
	Coooooooooool! Journals!!!!!!


Wow... this is very interesting... I think since I already have a journal on deviantArt I'm gonna use the one on here for mostly rants whenever I get pissed off at school or ppl or ppl at school... something along the lines of that... 3nodding Catul · Sun Sep 26, 2004 @ 06:38am · 1 Comments


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