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So, the time is soon coming, I gotta move downtown to be closer to work; I might only live down there for a couple of years until I pay off some debts lol then I'm free to travel.
Dyaaammmmnnn school's expensive, I have to pay off 39 grand from my student loans. That sucks.
Life is funny, I tend to exclude myself from other people's lives, just so I can take care of myself, which is proving to be a harder feat than I had once imagined.
There's a hole in my heart, and it's causing a piercing pain to my chest...it hurts
I have a hard time keeping people close. Why am I so awkward?
 Ichisake · Fri Oct 19, 2007 @ 05:56pm · 1 Comments |
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2007, all about livin' it up! |
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Well, long time no see my imaginary friends! 2007 is going to be a good year for me! I'm tired of, well being tired, so I am spoiling myself for the past year of labor and not having fun because of devoting myself so much to work. Now, I am trying to worry less about life and just enjoy what little life I have been given. I don't want to be known as the guy who didn't do much because he was busy with work or school. There's so much I haven't even begun to explore, like cheese, I was always afraid of the stuff....it ain't that bad really! lol lame example.
Got a new big TV, a nice comfy computer chair, able to buy parts for my computer that still doesn't work 100%, got a DS, man, I love that thing, I can't wait to see which games they come up with next!
I think things will be okay, I managed to endure winter thus far, a few more months wont hurt, well, it might, but I will need to stay optimistic, after all, I DO have that wonderful trip to Calgary with Gilbert this coming reading week. Man, this will be the first time I ever fly in an airplane, I am so excited! I hope it's not as big of a pain in the a** as I think it is.
I'll keep you posted.
Ichisake · Tue Jan 30, 2007 @ 04:38am · 0 Comments |
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oohhhh the road to self-discovery.... |
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How long and wonderful you are...So, I've been single for a year now, after a whole 6 years devoted to serious relationships. During this year I've been pretty much what I was before I started dating in high school, a lone wolf...sticking to my own thing, doing what I should to stay alive, and not worrying too much about relationships. It's been an interesting year and I can honestly say I've come to realize that the reason why I haven't been allowing myself to hang out or meet with new people is because I haven't been able to allow myself to appreciate being in a relationship. The past two have just drained me emotionally, and I had to rediscover myself in order to cope with these emotional loses. Now, I know what you're thinking, oh, what a sap, using all those ooshy gooshy excuses, well, it is hard to fathom until experienced. I think that in time I will be ready again to appreciate the good things a relationship has to offer, without constantly worrying about being myself.
I've had so many opportunities to approach some very good guys, with a chance of building something special, but I just chicken out and bury myself in useless tasks and work to fill the gap...pathetic...I'm pathetic. Now I am starting to take better care of myself since I survived the summer, I have my school and living funding money, I am still working, which will help with the cash flow, and things at school are starting to pick up, gonna be a hell of a next few months if I want to graduate with honours...or not, lol who cares.
It's all about attitude, and I, for one, would love to enjoy this last year of college to the best of my abilities...I've come so far these past few years, school has changed me, I didn't think it would, nor did I even think about it. But now that I reflect on it, I have learned so much about myself, and know what I want to work on for the next few years...I have a lot of personal goals, and I have already accomplished so many of them...I am pretty happy !_!
Ichisake · Tue Sep 19, 2006 @ 08:21pm · 0 Comments |
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So.....turns out Pluto's not classified as a planet anymore...GOOD FOR YOU PLUTO! (You never call us anymore anyways)
So, I worked my a** off this summer, and still haven't managed to pay off my credit card, lol, just rent.
Luckily my student loan will take care of that for me in September. Those idiots at Starbucks want to train me for a supervisor position, meaning I would have to have to be available for two opening shifts every week. emo
Well, I did finally come to a point where I could afford to buy this limited edition castro jacket I've been drooling over, cost me 230$, bought it at the only Urban Outfitters store in Ontario, which means not many people will have one =^_^= perfect for fall clubbing scene!
I did manage to go visit my family for about a week of fun times in mid-August. So, I'm still alive, I guess I managed to make it through this summer (without <much>pot) lol Oh! I bought a Bob Marley CD at Starbucks (with a Starbucks card I found that was loaded with 20$) pirate
I can't wait for this last year of school, it should be very interesting. I think this chapter of my life will soon be over, must make the most of it! *buys a metro-bus-pass*
Ichisake · Wed Aug 30, 2006 @ 05:14pm · 1 Comments |
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mwahahahaaa, I just showed how cool laptops are to my roommate...right now the power's out and my lappy's running on its 4 hour battery and using the wireless internet from some other person who doesn't encrypt their wireless internet...I PWN
Ichisake · Mon Jul 10, 2006 @ 07:32pm · 0 Comments |
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Wow, I can't believe I'm already 3 months into my school break. I spent April and May searching for work and hanging out with family and friends. Since the end of May (right after the convention) I have been working my balls off to make up for lost time. I am still just breaking even, but it feels good to not have to think of alternate plans on obtaining funds to keep me alive. The peak of the summer is upon us, things can and will probably go a little downhill from here, but I'm not giving up yet. Here are my plans for the 2.5 months of summer I have left:
-Pay off my credit card ~300$ redface
-Get a haircut (lol)
-Go to Sudbury to visit my family
-Buy some new clothes
-Draw at least one more portrait
-Bring my ferret out to play in the grass
-Sand, stain and varnish this old bookshelf my grandmother gave to me
-Work a minimum of 24 hours a week
-Write up proposal and do research to compile a bibliography for my thesis on first world political ecology
-Destroy the human race
-Hopefully find Mr. Right
-Go gay clubbing, lol am I that desperate?
So there you have it folks! These are my plans for the summer, so you can see how busy I'll be, but I guess being busy is better then being bored out of my mind. Although sometimes I wish I could just have a nice sit on my favorite chair with my good friends, passing around a nice fat joint; there's nothing better than getting high with your friends ^_^
Ichisake · Sat Jul 01, 2006 @ 04:10pm · 1 Comments |
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Well, today is the day it all begins, this is my christmas everyone!
ANIME NORTH 2006.....FINALLY stare
I've been waiting for this for quite some time now, this is the peak of my year, it doesn't get any better than this.
My main objective this weekend is to look for the Legal Drug manga, volume ONE, I have 2 and 3...and I refuse to read anything till I get 1
I'm stoked, Im going to be able to see soooo many friends I haven't seen in a year, this is a great time to be alive, my friends.
Oh, I finally got a job! this time I am working for Starbucks! I'm so overly excited...the pay is waaay much better than Second Cup, and I actually get benefits.
Ichisake · Fri May 26, 2006 @ 04:37pm · 0 Comments |
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Censorship makes me sad.... sad
Thanks Gaia, for keeping this site PG-13 ^_^
EDIT:............ stare
Ichisake · Wed May 10, 2006 @ 05:36am · 0 Comments |
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Proof that one can get through life effortlessly |
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I am living proof right here, that one can get through life without any effort at all...mind you it makes life a hell of a lot more boring, lol...
Here's my reasoning...Today I had an oral essay thesis presentation that I just prepared for the presentation a few hours before class lol...I ended up getting an A! lol This is one of my 4000 level courses eek
All year I've been slacking off, AGAIN and pulling off As and Bs...when the work was done basically on the due date, lol
Yup, I'm a freakin genius, see if you can figure me out lol. What did I do this year? Well, I spent most of my energy finding ways to do my work at the latest possible times and getting away with it with no deductions...
I'm such a sleeze sometimes, I hate it...I wonder when I'll smarten up and finally start taking life seriously?...I suppose when life stops being so predictable and boring and starts presenting me with actual challenges...I've been so disapointed with my university experience so far...it's so dull and uninteresting...it's too easy to get away with things there, I can do well with no effort? what's that all about...I should be constantly challenging my mind, be more curious, willing to learn, excited about going to school...but the way things are now...minimal effort is required to succede...*sigh*
I just hope writting a thesis next year will provide me with some challenges...I'll probably end up doing the whole 50 pages the night before the deadline LMAO
Ichisake · Sat Apr 01, 2006 @ 03:22am · 4 Comments |
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