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this passion that is housed in my body rages to be set free from the tirsome greif longing to be free of all that holds you strong to me and wonder if i can choose the one for my soul

if i shall but choose only one then were would be all the lustrious fun to know that standing beside you is my grasp what is this burning desire

to be one with him who is full of sin i name you only in my deepest recesses of my mind i care about you as one can only do on the side lines as you wish to be safe my growing ambitions

should i choose the one that makes me laugh the one that makes me cry while i wait lonely by his side waiting for the face that lights up with glee just to be around me

or the one that stays solem to himself never speaks unless wishing to be loved he has been hurt and bay belive that i'm his salve to the racing pain of his heart only to be a friend if i choose without my heart

i have a taste for laughing emerald eyes and smile splashed across a face he holds me down to him with every word of embrace only to make me stay and face the truth of reality

i love them both as i have said but to choose between them is but a question i can't have both and that i do understand but only to know that i could this man i care for one with all my heart as were another gives my soul a start he calls to my inner self and makes me cry but the other well he's always by my side............

to know that you spout out love, from the heavens and star above, that you smile with a pretty face, such a disgrace, you lie from the lips that kiss, so much for bliss, i'm sick of the games you play, making my life a disarray, oh how i cared, you were never fair, you kiss me then kiss her too, i'm such a fool to believe in you,

as it would turn out that little bit of nothing is in honor of my ex-now boyfriend Jacob Stinar....if u ever learn of him...spit in his face for me...as it would turn to be he was having a bit to much fun with a 13 yr old girl..and he's almost 18....this was just during the early part of this year...jeez...what a damn sleaze

as they say there is nothing like a lover or woman scorned to realize the rath that lies within...i think i may be that fool who feel for love and died an obliterating way deep in my heart. i have no place for love or him in my life anymore....i don't care if he dies in his sleep.........god rest his soul....

woman to woman
feeling to feeling
caressing your gorgous body
god, this is naughty
what will they think of us
kissing you makes me blush
you know how to make me quake
love me for heavens sake
kiss me here
and touch me there
slid on in
this is a sin
i don't really understand
the undying lovers band
to see you with him
i'll kill him Kim
to know he can give you more
sex with you is rather a bore
so he'll hurt you
rip what had all apart
you'll come back to me
i can give you all, see
i'll lick you there
make you stare
i'll kiss you here
wipe away your fears
i'll n** at you with my teeth

no more ryhming in this poem
for i can't express the lover's scorn
to know what lyes a head of me
to fear that you'll leave
and maybe with glee
i gave you all that i had
it still leaves us as
woman to woman
feeling to feeling..........

the wind may blow in my hair
but you'll always have a deadly stare
to think that life can slip on by
with only a lonesome sigh
just a glimps is all i wish
just a simple kiss
to see the blood on the wall
just to watch you fall
into my heart i keep the sarrow
my life is shallow
and hollow
never to know what i am
ruled by mr. uncle sam
to taste the sweet scent of death
cool and lustrouly desirable as meth
only a friend is what i shall be
why is it that i couldn't see
what the army would do for me
but tare by life apart just for all to see
don't read the words that are written
but see into the soul that's widdling
nightmare infections you give a thrill
my spirit sores with the will
to survive

arrow hope you can see thro the words that are here man... u are the greatest friend a person can have..and i feel f-ing horrible about not keeping in touch!! peace!!!! domokun

the things that i see
you wouldn't believe
deep inside me
i just want it all to leave
the feelings and the pain
it's just to hard
i don't want it to be lame
this is my agonizing bard twisted

your blood flows fingers
the feel only lingers
sticky and red
slithers from you head
the i do drop
the gruesome sound made me hop

shot you in the head
layed you on the bed
screamed because you were lost
baried you in the green moss
i didn't have a care
didn't miss a hair twisted