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This is my place and mine alone since the wind blows strong and the night grows dark...i shall always be alone...with or without you...when the shadows fall in the day, the sun blows away, when there is nothing left on this earth, my body will give birth, but till then i'll keep the anger at bay. Till the angles fall and god is gone, till the rivers flow with blood, till satan is my little friend i'll be pure enough to sacrifice my heart, my soul, my very life. so read this journal if u dare, for i'll give you quit a scare!

lover's triangle tango this passion that is housed in my body rages to be set free from the tirsome greif longing to be free of all that holds you strong to me and wonder if i can choose the one for my soul if i shall but choose only one then were would be all the lustrious fun to know that standing beside you is my grasp what is this burning desire to be one with him who is full of sin i name you only in my deepest recesses of my mind i care about you as one can only do on the side lines as you wish to be safe my growing ambitions should i choose the one that makes me laugh the one that makes me cry while i wait lonely by his side waiting for the face that lights up with glee just to be around me or the one that stays solem to himself never speaks unless wishing to be loved he has been hurt and bay belive that i'm his salve to the racing pain of his heart only to be a friend if i choose without my heart i have a taste for laughing emerald eyes and smile splashed across a face he holds me down to him with every word of embrace only to make me stay and face the truth of reality i love them both as i have said but to choose between them is but a question i can't have both and that i do understand but only to know that i could this man i care for one with all my heart as were another gives my soul a start he calls to my inner self and makes me cry but the other well he's always by my side............  Kodachi01 · Mon Dec 11, 2006 @ 11:38pm · 0 Comments [**ghost of you**] how often has my heart been ripped to shreads? only to find that love is but a story book fantasy....shoved away to hide in the dreery corners of a non-existant life....immoble to the comings and goings of the living...always to seek shelter in the wonder of the flesh....never really being one of the natural art...always a fig mental crisis because i am nothing more then the helpless figment of you imaginations  Kodachi01 · Mon Nov 13, 2006 @ 11:54pm · 0 Comments have u ever felt betrayed? to know that you spout out love, from the heavens and star above, that you smile with a pretty face, such a disgrace, you lie from the lips that kiss, so much for bliss, i'm sick of the games you play, making my life a disarray, oh how i cared, you were never fair, you kiss me then kiss her too, i'm such a fool to believe in you, as it would turn out that little bit of nothing is in honor of my ex-now boyfriend Jacob Stinar....if u ever learn of him...spit in his face for me...as it would turn to be he was having a bit to much fun with a 13 yr old girl..and he's almost 18....this was just during the early part of this year...jeez...what a damn sleaze as they say there is nothing like a lover or woman scorned to realize the rath that lies within...i think i may be that fool who feel for love and died an obliterating way deep in my heart. i have no place for love or him in my life anymore....i don't care if he dies in his sleep.........god rest his soul....  Kodachi01 · Wed Nov 08, 2006 @ 11:08pm · 0 Comments forloan words of a tired body to savor the sweet nothings of my past i dream of thy caring touch but if not for the anger burning deep in my sould i would still be by your side. in order to gain what has been lost to me for ten centuries i must but tear my bleeding heart out and propose to the dark side of the moon. to heal all that has been done to me i must rip my soul from my body and bath it in the pale glory of the undignified forloan peace of the seven hells. to be sane again i must hunt you and make an offering to the gods of the past ages who pity my shallow meanings in the light of you and of day. i have become meaningless to you when i was cast out of the glorious heavens and thrown in my cell of dismall pursuit because u layed with me. you layed with me in the dark recessess of the mind and body, you took all i had to offer to the gods of purity and you destroyed my immortatlity. for this is unforgivable even by their standards and have blessed me with the forsight of justice and malicious ways of love and i steal your breathe  Kodachi01 · Tue Nov 07, 2006 @ 10:30pm · 0 Comments lovers in the night woman to woman feeling to feeling caressing your gorgous body god, this is naughty what will they think of us kissing you makes me blush you know how to make me quake love me for heavens sake kiss me here and touch me there slid on in this is a sin i don't really understand the undying lovers band to see you with him i'll kill him Kim to know he can give you more sex with you is rather a bore so he'll hurt you rip what had all apart you'll come back to me i can give you all, see i'll lick you there make you stare i'll kiss you here wipe away your fears i'll n** at you with my teeth no more ryhming in this poem for i can't express the lover's scorn to know what lyes a head of me to fear that you'll leave and maybe with glee i gave you all that i had it still leaves us as woman to woman feeling to feeling..........  Kodachi01 · Tue Oct 17, 2006 @ 11:11pm · 0 Comments sins and confessions for all that i might be you never say a word to me hold tight to my hand lay me down in the sand tossled hair around your face wearing seductive lace pale skin next to eyes of blue wandering in life's rolling zoo lips of an angel made for sin describing you i put you to shame the death of you will put us in fame they will wonder why you soon they will know too the pleasure that came with pain when you are gone and slain never knowing you as i do they will hate you thru and thru so die now for me let our love be free care for me as you cry don't whisper me another lie to see you in the glass i'll go to the Catholic mass confess my sins to the God [/blue]  Kodachi01 · Tue Oct 17, 2006 @ 11:03pm · 0 Comments dedicated to NIGHTMARE INFECTIONS the wind may blow in my hair but you'll always have a deadly stare to think that life can slip on by with only a lonesome sigh just a glimps is all i wish just a simple kiss to see the blood on the wall just to watch you fall into my heart i keep the sarrow my life is shallow and hollow never to know what i am ruled by mr. uncle sam to taste the sweet scent of death cool and lustrouly desirable as meth only a friend is what i shall be why is it that i couldn't see what the army would do for me but tare by life apart just for all to see don't read the words that are written but see into the soul that's widdling nightmare infections you give a thrill my spirit sores with the will to survive arrow hope you can see thro the words that are here man... u are the greatest friend a person can have..and i feel f-ing horrible about not keeping in touch!! peace!!!! domokun  Kodachi01 · Sat Oct 07, 2006 @ 06:06am · 0 Comments rules and regulations school is such a bore every day we do the same thing every day. boring crap that is driven into our heads telling us that what we need is obidience and to live to a day and day basis on rule and regulations.....that just frinks me off!!! huh...oh well we deal with it !  Kodachi01 · Wed Feb 01, 2006 @ 03:21pm · 0 Comments the things that i see you wouldn't believe deep inside me i just want it all to leave the feelings and the pain it's just to hard i don't want it to be lame this is my agonizing bard twisted your blood flows fingers the feel only lingers sticky and red slithers from you head the i do drop the gruesome sound made me hop shot you in the head layed you on the bed screamed because you were lost baried you in the green moss i didn't have a care didn't miss a hair twisted  Kodachi01 · Mon Aug 01, 2005 @ 02:11am · 0 Comments

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