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You
You took my heart
you made it bleed

it was love
love that we felt
but you go and stab
you stab me in the heart

my heart is now bleeding for you
for you to return to me
Oh god plz take my life
take my life and give it back to him

plz come back to me
come back to our love
leave her and return home
return just for me

my heart is now bleeding for you
for you to return to me
Oh god plz take my life
take my life and give it back to him

You didn't care about me
you didn't think of me
...
you didn't think!
you didn't think about me...

my heart is now bleeding for you
for you to return to me
Oh god plz take my life
take my life and give it back to him

....oh.....ye...ah.....
Oh god...plz...return him to me
...

i dont care if you like it or not im expressing my feelings right now and its proly only song ive actually written down so flaming this will get you nowhere but wasted time and space on my journal again you know hwo this is for and he knows it too

A thousand fair suitors all stab at your heart;
Those poets of movement and jockeys of art.
The high-volume vendors who hustle romance,
Splashing their canvas with color and dance.

The blasters of trumpets, gold banners unfurled,
They offer lush gardens in glistening worlds.
Yes, bearers of torches and carvers of stone
Who whisper their sonnets and surrender their thrones.

And there in your doorway, no shadow is cast;
No lingering voices, no ghosts from the past.
Just a cluster of walls, and a window of pain,
Collecting the heartache like droplets of rain.

Still I stand before you, with palms to the sky
No gold in my pocket, no thorn in my side.
And all I can offer, where words have no place,
Is a body that trembles, and this love that awaits.

They are but only a curse
These wings that shroud me
They're sealed in crimson blood
That everyone can see</3

I knew that you could hear me
I heard the screams and cries
You knew I wouldn't listen
So you told me impudent lies</3

You would say I was an angel
Who was not allowed to mourn
I knew what love had felt like
From my heart that you have torn</3

This blood that everyone sees
Really isn't blood at all
But crimson tears that I would cry
And wipe against the wall</3

I can't take the pain anymore
I have to run away
Only to be stopped
By three words you'd never say</3

I stopped and hesitated
To continue along my path
But I fell down in pain
Only to have you laugh</3

They were but only a curse
The wings that have fallen down
So now I lay in a pool of blood
Cold and lifeless upon the ground</3
-Jennifer

Little dolls with eyes sewn shut
Like to play with knives that cut
They don't care who comes to play
They just want a friend to stay

With pink frills and little bows
Untied shoes and tattered clothes
They all hide behind their strings
Hoping not to break their wings

Behind their smile lay your death
Shortening with each foul breath
Watch your back for thorns and knives
As you now ruin your lives

Run away into the night
Scream and cry to find the light
Or you stay and play with them
Wishing you were in a rem

Little dolls with eyes cut out
They don't know what life's about
Show them now before they die
Fix their wings so they can fly.

You said I was your angel
The best to ever happen
And for once in my life
I saw the ice I was trapped in

Those eyes that I looked in
The lies that you would scream
To keep me in your ice
Is all you've ever dreamed

Now I'm tired of being trapped
I want so badly to break free
So crack the ice and pull me up
To have a life that's mine to be

You tore off my angel wings
I've yet to get them back
But one day I will find them
And fill my heart that is black

My wings are growing still
I have so much left to say
But then I looked into your eyes
And the ice just melts away