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Quiz from Speed Alchemist |
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Answer if you like:
1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Have you ever had a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain it.
7. Describe me in 1 word.
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When was the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this in your journal and see what I say about you?
 Switchtop · Tue Aug 22, 2006 @ 10:06pm · 2 Comments |
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Would/will you?
[_] come to my house to do nothing at all but chill?
[_] fight me?
[_] ******** me?
[_] kiss me?
[_] lick me?
[_] let me kiss you?
[_] watch a movie with me?
[_] go out to dinner with me?
[_] let me drive you somewhere?
[_] take a shower with me?
[_] drink with me?
[_] take me home for the night?
[_] let me sleep in your bed?
[_] Sing car karaoke w/ me?
[_] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me?
[_] let me make you breakfast?
[_] help me with homework?
[_] tickle me?
[_] let me tickle you?
[_] stick up for me if i was being put down?
[_] instant message me?
[_] greet me in public?
[_] hang out with me?
[_] bring me around your friends?
[_] be down with me no matter what?
[_] go to prom with me?
D0 Y0U...
[_] think im cute?
[_] think im serious?
[_] think im a good person
[_] think im conceided?
[_] want to kiss me?
[_] want to cuddle with me?
[_] want to hook up with me?
[_] want to *Do* me?
[_] think I would do you?
AM I...
[_] smart?
[_] cute?
[_] funny?
[_] cool?
[_] romantic?
[_] a *freak*?
[_] gangsta?
[_] loveable?
[_] adorable?
[_] trustworthy
[_] compassionate?
[_] great to be with?
[_] attractive?
[_] mean?
[_] well known?
HAVE Y0U EVER...
[_] thought about hooking up with me?
[_] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[_] wished I were there?
[_] had a crush on me?
[_] wanted my number?
[_] had a dream about me?
[_] been distracted by me?
[_] wanted to see my private part?
[_] looked at my page more than ten times?
ARE Y0U...
[_] happy you know me?
[_] horny?
[_] thinking about me? [Obviously doing the quiz.]
[_] wanting to call me to talk about these things?
[_] going to repost this?
Switchtop · Thu Jul 20, 2006 @ 08:25pm · 20 Comments |
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I havent had a picture of me i liked this much in a long time. i can actually stand this one, so im gonna post it and see what ppl think. the girl is the camera-womans cousin (one of my best friends) and im the guy. (Sorry that its so massively huge) 
Switchtop · Thu Jul 20, 2006 @ 06:03pm · 1 Comments |
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you know your cool when... |
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when you just sit alone in front of a computer, with your msn open, and no friends online? no wait... thats just me...
Switchtop · Thu May 25, 2006 @ 07:46pm · 1 Comments |
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so.... im sitting all alone again... bored out of my ******** mind... hopeing i can make it through the rest of this week without doing anything so stupid as... say... when the teacher asks if i did my work, i say no, he says he will need my agenda, i say no, he says, excuse me?! i say, actually no, i dont want to . i dont want to do this work. i dont want to be here. i want to be gone. and you know what, i will be. bye. and walking out of the room. i really feel like it. i would like to. i would actually enjoy doing that. and my stupid body, hurts whenever i do anything physical now. which sucks a** because i only get to see my beloved danielle at swim practice now. until this weekend, then i can go out with her again... hopefully more than once... i would enjoy that... so much... i really just want to be with her, close together, just the two of us... warm... relaxed... close.. really close... but no. im all alone. sitting in a hard chair. in my living room. with my family behind me. and something stuck in my teeth... damn. my arms hurt so much... typing hurts. i need to find a more comfotable chair... i guess the couch... that means i have to sstop this too... then i will be... completely... alone...
Switchtop · Thu May 25, 2006 @ 02:01am · 0 Comments |
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i just lost a best friend, and i cant find a friend now anywhere. no, she isnt dead, but she said were not friends anymore, and cut off the conversation at that. nowone is on msn... nowone is on gaia... i hate the phone... danielle is gone for the rest of the day... or more... damn... is everyone gone all at once? well, i dont know where everyone went... but im leaving to there too...
Switchtop · Mon May 22, 2006 @ 04:47pm · 1 Comments |
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i talked to natalie...i wanted to know why she was mad... i wanted to see if we were still friends at all, if not best like before... i explained all my feelings to her, she then came on again and said her msn was screwed up and she didnt hear any of it. she said " if you have something to say to me then say it." i said i just wanted to know why she was mad. she said she was allowed to be mad at anything she wanted, any time she wanted. i said yes, she could be mad at anyone, anything, anytime. i just wanted to know why. she said "why are we stil talking about this? i just had the best weekend of my life, and i would get really pissy if you ruined it" i said alright, are we still friends at least? she said she didnt know. i said fine. bye. she said wait. at least tell me why it was so good. i said alright. she said, she bought a house. (she had been living in an apartment ever since her parents split up, her dad took the house with his new wife and kids, when natalie said she didnt really like them her dad said to leave and go with her mom. so its a big thing for her) she said it was in Manotick with all her friends. she said that made her really exited. i waited while she typed. the next thing she said was "no, were not friends anymore, all my other friends were xited for me when i said that." then she went offline or blocked me. to the empty screen i said "i dont know if you went offline or blocked me. if you blocked me and can still read this... i just didnt want to interuppt you... im really exited for you... but if thats all it takes for you to make your mind up about something so important, i think your right. we arent friends anymore." and thats that i guess...
Switchtop · Mon May 22, 2006 @ 04:36pm · 0 Comments |
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im gonna go insane... i need help... i dont know... |
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i dont think i can do anything but. im going insane. i swear... i think im actually losing my mind as we speak... my girlfriend cuts herself. about three weeks ago, i saw her wrist, covered in cuts, and still wet with the blood, all over her arm... i was very upset. i was just numb for about 3 hours or so, so i didnt feel it until long after she was gone. then it hurt, oh so much... i felt so bad, i just wanted to be gone, just wanted to be inexistent, to be taken away, quick so there would be no more pain. i came up with a very bad idea in this desperate state. i regained my senses about 30 minutes before i went through with it, and talked to one of her friends and got a second opinion. she talked me out of it, and we continued to talk for about a solid hour about everything related to it. our feelings on her, her cutting, her doing these things, cutting itself. in the end we decided what weld said was very important. she printed out the conversation and showed it to my girlfriend the next day at school. she stopped cutting herself right then. now, i saw lines on her wrist yesterday, and i asked straight out if she started again, she said no. i said, alright then, just paranoia and scars then. she had to leave she said. 10 minutes or so later, one of her best friends, mine as well, burts out talking to me, telling me to stop harrasing danielle, and how we made her stop so suddenly that we put her into shock. and how we just made her feel so bad, she wouldnt dare do it again, and how she stopped for us not for her, and how it was my fault i caused this girl, the girl i think i love, so much pain. this obviously put in a bad (understament much) mood. i went to swim practice, both natalie, and danielle were there. i didnt talk to either. i was moody enough the coach noticed. i left quick. natalie comes back on msn after swearing at me, calling me names, and yelling about how i made danielle hurt so much more... my beutiful danielle... i am not gonna see danielle again until monday at least. i cant talk to her. she hasnt said anything to me. nothing at all. no upset remarks. she seemed fine when i asked her. meanwhile natalie, saying that these are all things danielle tol dher, i screaming at me for the same things. natalie was one of my my best friends, now she says she hates me. she didnt even listen to my story, just swore at me and called me names, told me how stupid i was for doing these thing... things thats hurt danielle... then blocked me. cant even talk to her. i sent danielle an email. i have to get to talk to her as soon as i can. im going insane, just waiting for an answer... i sent natalie an email too... on a very different key... but its danielle i really want to reply... i just.. have to wait... i feel so bad, and so angry at the same time... and she says im being selfish? im SELFISH? i cant even explain the feelings i have... i just hope you get it from this... i think im really going insane though... i can feel my mind slipping away...
Switchtop · Fri May 19, 2006 @ 01:25am · 2 Comments |
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AAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!
******** i hate this ******** i hate this fuxk i hate this!!!
ok, thats out of system...why the hell do my parents want to sepened time with me now, i havent before, why should i now, i dont wanna be around them, they just bug me more and more every day complaining about how i dont do anything, how i dont spend time with them, how i dont talk to them... why the ******** would i? you complain so damn much no wonder i want to leave. no wonder i dont do anything, you never showed me how, when, why, and things i do know, you do for me whether i like it or not. of coarse i dont talk to you, im extemely tired of that. after being chastised for saying s**t, do you think i would tell you thoughts like thse?how what i really want to talk about is the chance to make out with my girlfriend, which they dont even know ive hugged, which they dont think is anything more than a friend, i am actually alive in here, im not a child, its 2 days to my 14th birthday for gods sake. screw him too. i havce kids in my class who have been having sex with each other, and you think im too young to have a girlfriend!? ******** THAT! you dont need to know about it though if thats how you feel. with the amount of judjments yould think you were supreme coart. of coarse i dont wanna talk to you. so i sleep[ over at my best friends, who doesnt judge me, tell me what to do, agrees with me on most things, doesnt force me into things, none of that bullshit you do. then, when i have time, and i want to go over there, you call it a "constant insult to you" for bending over backwards for me all the time, then trying to leave every chance i get? you dont have to bend over backwards! i dont ask you to! hell, sometimes i dont even want you to! stop doing it if its so hard! i never asked for it, and if you stop doing something i need, what do you thoink ill do, lay down and die? are you actually that stupid!? ill do it myself you dumb ********! so stop it! i dont want you to! i want you to leave me alone! i want to be with danielle, marty, josh, lisa! i wanna go to swim practice, with ppl who like me, and i can talk to, who dont judge me, who dont tell me to do anything more than better myself! i want to do that anyways! so just leave! get divorced so ill have a real reason to have a stress-breakdown and run away! why the hell am i so worked up?! i dont even get it! all i wanted to do was go and sleep over at joshes after a st.patricks day party down the street afte he invited me on the march break! is that too much to ask!? why the hell do you need to tell me no, then yell at me about how you want me to just stay here and be with you! how the hell am i going to be with you! your going to a party where you can drink and hang out with adult friends, where the only kids there are gonna be little bitchy whining 10 year old girls! i dont want to be with your drunk friends, but i dont want to be with those little kids either, sure, you said josh can come, but now were both in this hell hole of a situation, we cant even leave to play video gamees, were in sombody elses house! i dont want him to sleep over here, all i want to do is be at his place! then tomorrow iw ant to leave and be with danielle, ill sleep in my own bed then for you, hows that? i wont even sleep with er, she can go home. now is that parentally acceptable yet? why the hell cant it be summer so i can run away!i just want to leave! i want out of this mess! get me out of here! GET ME OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Switchtop · Sat Mar 11, 2006 @ 07:15pm · 2 Comments |
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