Sigh~
I don't know what's been going on with me lately. I feel all emotional all the time, and I can't even figure out why. Ok, so that's a lie, but I don't feel like I can talk to anybody. I don't want to dump all this emo on somebody else. But I'll dump it onto you. I feel just...blah. Everybody I have feelings for never returns them, <sarcasm> and I seem to just pick the right ones to crush on. </sarcasm>
First off, even if he did have feelings (which he doesn't) he's too quiet and he would never tell me. I feel as though when I try to talk to him, I frighten him. Why? I just don't get it. What am I doing wrong? Maybe this is all just stupid and I shouldn't even care, but I find my problems getting in the way of my work habbits. I wish I could forget about him, not have these feelings anymore, but I've tried and it doesn't work very well. How am I supposed to get him out of my mind? And yes, I am fully aware of how stupid I sound. Shut up.
Moral- Why am I always such an idiot when it comes to these things?
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