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I just spent the last two days attending the funeral of my brothers ex-girlfriend. Doing my job as a brother to him, but its hard when no one has enough class to even wear properly formal attire to a funeral, or atleast black! dozens of people my age dressed as if they were about to get drunk and hang-out at the mall.

You may love us,
and forgive us.
But hold us close when it is dark,
for we who do not know.

Monica Jaramillo
1989-November 15 2007

1995 Ford Taurus SE/GL, this is my car. My grandma gave it to me, I own a car! literally entirely paid off. The day I got it in my name, I did a bunch of cleaning and alot of other stuff before my first (state recognized) drive. I was about to get in, but I decided to go all the way back to the house to get my (deceased) brother Jeff's black rosary, when I got back to the car and turned it on; all too perfect, Hotel California starts to play.
Isnt that great?

Well, the car is going to afford me a better job, and a better job will afford me the money to live on my own (desperatly necesary), so I'm happy that things are moving forward. I'm starting to like the idea of going into physical therapy, I dont know what kind of schooling is needed, but seeing as I was born with a deformed foot I would have a closer understanding with patients. Plus it would be pretty great to get good enough after seven to eleven years if I could specialize in conginital deformities.

On the negativity, still going insane without sex. Honestly, how do you girls do it? I'm almost at the bottom of my rope! And even aside from celibacy, I'm going insane anyway.

Damn.

The whore is not pregnant.
Apparently they actually have her on a type of drug that if she were to concieve, the state would forcably abort the child to avoid one hell of a disgusting and deformed baby.

Completely differant subject, how do you got to second when she wont let you on firtst? I did it. But I dont get it.