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Random Musings of an Apathetic Mind
This is only an inconsistant blathering of topics that might interest the writer. But she doesn't really care, since none of it really matters. Maybe someone will find this interesting, maybe...
It smells like gunpowder!
Darned neighbors shooting off fireworks! Totally cool with it up until 9:00, but after that it's just rude!!!! scream Hello - it's not the 4th of July yet - sheesh...
Anyways.
rolleyes
So I've nearly made it thru the 2 week visit by the little one. I've discovered that we get along great without his dad around. We actually went out today and took in some of the local culture, and he LIKED it. I was shocked! I figured he'd just kinda whine his way thru it, and I'd be frustrated with him and call it quits before the day was out. But no. blaugh That really made me happy.
As far as his daddy goes, I'm not sure where we stand. I haven't had a chance to be alone with him. Kinda hard to have "adult talk" while being interjected with "What's that mean?" "Who wants to do that?" "Can I have whatever comes on tv?" "I wanna play baseball - play with me - pleeeeeeeeease!". Ughhh...
I guess I can get a little excited about the trip, though. It's not everyday one gets to travel like this. I hope it ends up being fun and interesting. Sigh...(dreaming)...


Okay, so he says he doesn't want me to go...
...and that he's gonna try to make up for what he hasn't been doing to make me feel special. I guess there's no harm in letting him try instead of leaving outright. I could always leave him later if he doesn't, though to be quite honest I don't want to leave him. I've mulled it over a lot these past couple of weeks and I know I want him and only him. I just need to know and feel that he feels the same for me.

Yeah, blah blah blah I sound so incredibly sappy. I guess it's not so terrible - at least I'm not psychotic over him. I have had a few friends that did go truly nuts over guys, only to go on to new guys once the poor victims relent to them. Go figure!

So right now I'm killing a little time instead of continuing to clean our house up for his son's arrival tomorrow. Not that a little kid cares if I vacuumed of not. whee But I do. And now I guess I better get back to it and go get some groceries, too. Ah the joys of housekeeping! blaugh


My "Virgin" Journal Entry
So here's my very first Journal entry - kinda odd seeing as I've been a Gaia member for some years now. I wonder if anyone will read this. I will say that typing this is certainly something to do, instead of just sitting here watching a silly Ginger Roger/Carol Channing movie, though I do love these old films. You know, having the summers off seems like a good idea until one actually has nothing to do all dang day but sit on her duff or clean the house, but teachers don't usually think about this little downside to vacation-time. Hmmm
I'm hoping in a few weeks to travel to Italy, though I might not go since I don't particularly like the person I'm supposed to travel with. He's been a wonderful boyfriend up until recently. I am not happy with his attentions as of late - he doesn't understand the intense need of a woman to want to hear the sweet sounds of wedding bells and babies. He already has done both things with his ex-wife. I guess it's not that important to him, but it sure is to me. I try not to think about it too much, so I've been working on getting my own place and out of his, but things are so expensive around here, especially on my piddly salary. crying Anyhoo...
I used to get so excited about things, especially dancing and teaching. I don't feel overly interested in those things anymore. Maybe things will change soon and I'll be back to normal. Law knows I'd better be up and at 'em for the start of the school year.


Sabal
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