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I come too every need that someone asks me too
but yet i get treated like a hound
i save people because every1 needs a chance

no suicide
no murder

but yet 6 friends of mine decided too end their life
out of 11 suicidal friends only 5 survived

im no savior
im just a new breed
i am a monster with an angels wings

i will save those who want and dont want too be saved

but who will save me
i do my biding because i am a guardian angel

but i cant ever be loved...

i am doomed with hatetred by others
because i saved them without their contridictual will

and with out their permission
but i never regret anything
nothing at all because "if you regreted something then y did you do it?"
that is sotru

so please let me die
let me bleed your blood
i will die for you all

if it just meant saing alife taht is tainted with evil

that is my untimate goal
that is my utopian abode

i have open arms
fall into them and you will be saved