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Moments left,

Words said,
Left Unsaid,

Saying everything I am,
I was

All you changed,
You did,

All you said,
I believed,

Was it all a lie,
to live,
to believe you?

Why did I trust you?
Let you break my walls,
Break me down,
Let you know,
The things no other knows,


Why was I dumb?
Was it my fault you couldn"t see?
Was it yours?
Was it wrong?


Questions I should never ask,
The answers I will not get,
I will seak, with no heart,
for you believed I had one?


I don't want to love you but I do,
I don't want your pity
I just desire,

I don't want a hope I'm not worth it,
Get out of my mind,
My heart,
my head,
give back my life for which was never yours,

Don't say you love me,
If you don't want a forever,
Love means forever so why should you have it?

Hand it all back,
I'm closing you out,
Back out of my mind,
I'm forcing you out,
Of my heart of my life,
love, its not for you
Not mine never was

I don't deserve it
neaither do you,
We are so right,
so wrong for each other,

I don't want you just do,
I don't need you, never will

I'm strong,
capable,
breakable,
but I can manage

Don't need you,
just long for you,
can't live with you
but still want you,


tell me what you want
say it all now,
think about it,
but don't worry

i'm not trusting you,
not letting you in again,
I don't need it,
don't wish it,


I love you
but i'm gone if you want it.
i'm done.

yes with you oh love of mine which i can never had for your desires are far to gone.