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I'm preggers!! xd

Isn't he cute!! whee

I woke up this morning UBER sick. xp
I hate being sick! Anyway, me and Jim are ok I guess. We had this huge fight last night (don't wanna say why cause he may get mad), but by the end of the night I think we're ok. We opened a few new doors in our relationship (his words) and I'm thinking it's a good thing. I'm kinda worried now though cause when I got on today I looked at his profile and noticed he's taken down our siggy of us...but who knows. I got really upset when I noticed it though, started flipping (like usual). I've calmed down since then though cause I got nosey and looked at his post history and noticed something he said at like 5 this morning about looking for his girlfriend an angelic pendent. I just don't know if I'M still his girlfriend... sweatdrop sad I hope so. I don't know what I'd do without him and losing him is like the worst thing I can think of happening. Well, I'm gonna go. I wish someone would comment on here...it's getting pathetic. xp

Yes, I changed my avie...I don't know something in me wanted change. *shrugs* Anyway, today was weird. And sad. I haven't gotten to talk to my Hero in three days. crying I hate it. But, I think i've been driveing everyone nuts complaining about it, so that's all i'm gonna say...unless he suddenly signs on!!! xp ok...I guess that didn't work. Anyway, no one's been on my buddy list. I've been really lonely. I haven't talked to some of my friends in a very long time. It really sucks.

Anyway, i'll talk about how today was weird...Well, it started out normal enough....mom yelling, me late to pick everyone up....again. xp Anyway, School was pretty normal except I was starveing, even though I had breakfest, I was still hungry. Oh, in french 2 we had to memorize these stupid phone convo's. I did it with this really preppy chick....not cool. Then in weight lifting I have once again discovered how to make your a** hurt without intercorse in anyway. xp Everything else was pretty normal, I think I failed another AP biology test. Then after school, I went to meet Tony and Renae at our usual meeting spot and Tony stole my new set of keys. I bite him and he gave them back. Then while I was driving him home he gave me a wet willy (he was in the back) while driving! I was so pissed. He almost made me run into a pile of dibris! I finally got to his house. Then he reach over and started giveing me a hug and I hissed at him. He relized I was still mad and was like, "I'm really sorry, please don't be mad." Well, by this time, I wasn't, but I was acting like it cause I wanted to hear him beg. Anyway, this kept on for a few more seconds, then he kissed my cheek. Not a big deal I guess, but it was really weird, I was the only one of his "girl-friends" that he's never kissed their cheek. Then this, outa the blue...Whatever. Not that long ago, i'd be swowning (sp) right now, but not anymore. I really don't know how I feel about him, but I think i'm over him. Anyway, this is really long, so i'm gonna go. xp Bye guys. Please comment if you can think of anything to say. heart I love you all!