Lauging and Crying I look around people laughing about jokes, funny things things that could not save them some things that happened yesterday
I look the other direction people crying about depression lost love, lost lives, secrets, lies
I look inside my self lost soul broken heart, black heart ripped out hope laughing at the irony crying from the pain
laughing,
and crying.
Death's Embrace Head swimming Last memory Last hope Heart dying
Flesh burning crying blood bleeding tears
Thunder A flash, prickling skin entwining life, strangled into a torrent of thoughts
I welcome death with a cry a wail a shattering lone voice my last serenade
my last wishes fade away along with my words along with my love, so ignored, so rejected
now, only a memory lasting deep in their minds
surviving by my last hope last memory
last tear.
Missing him? ((I wrote this forever ago, but I found it and like it)) I'm glad he's gone,
when will he come back?
I've been waiting for this silence,
this silence is killing me.
I feel so free!!!
what'll I do without him?
He doesn't matter to me anymore
why did he leave me?
I'll fall in love again.
will I ever fall in love again?
why am I lying to myself?
why can't I get over him?
WHY AM I MISSING HIM?
Who? Who is there, to stop the fight? who is there, to hold my head up at night?
who is there to take my breath away, who is there, to listen to me say,
I'm sick, and I'm tired, I want to die, my plan's backfired
I'm dead, so full of poison, fall off this edge, into pure death.
What I gave him. ((This too XP))
I gave him everything how could he throw it away?
I shared my love, my life, how could he just leave it?
I gave him my heart, how could he take it and break it?
I gave him my soul, and he just ripped it out.
Human kind amazes me, how can we hurt people, people just like us?
How can we break hearts, when we break our own in the process?
love and hate, it's all the same!!!!
'i'll give you crystal skies' he told me such lies
what pain must I endure?
soapy sponge · Thu Nov 30, 2006 @ 10:52pm · 0 Comments |