What did I ******** TELL YOU!
For all of you that read my last journal entry "Congragualtions to me" I was going out with that girl kimberly..Well as I sayed I knew i couldnt ******** trust her..What a ******** skank..My life isnt going to well..let me tell you the whole stry and it wil lall make sence...My grandmother is in the hospital with cancer and shes in really bad shape..and my moms an alchohlic and shes lying to me..I dont live with my mom she lives in buffalo with my little sister..I worried aobut my littile sister to..Shes only 9 and cant tkae care of herslrf yet and my mom is lying about not drinking and if she doesnt get this 90-day sober token im not gonna get to see her..and if i cant see her i cant see my littile sister..I only se them twice a year ne way so this would be really bad..well with all this going on that next day after i started to go out with her..I walked into school and I saw my friend vinny...He was a littile overdressed then usual so I asked him the occasion and he said that he got dresed for my girl and i was liek your kidding right and he was like yea..and i was like ok and i tohught he was jsut being stupid do that same day i went to lunch and i go outside everyday to play handball and when i walked outside a saw him and kimberly kissing on eachother and I was so pissed! i lost it.. I want mad at the ******** skank but I was mad at vinny cause he lyed to me and told me that he didnt liek her.. and freinds arent supposed to lie to each other. So i tryed to ignore it and say to myself calm down calm down and i couldnt stand still (for all of you that dont kno me i have a huge anger problem..) I was pacing back and forth back and forth and could not stand still and i tryed to play handball but i couldnt even hit the ball cause i was so pissed..So i went inside and went to talk to my gidance counsler to clam down and he wasnt there..So I was walking around mad and in our school we have hall moniters that after the seconf bell you cant go into the halls you need a late pass and i was so pisssed i didnt even care and this old b***h teacher mMrs.Logan liek 65 years old tryed to stop me so i went around her and she moved the desk in front of me and i pushed it out of my way (halfway down the hall way) and she kept screaming you need a pass you need a pass!!!!!! and i ignored her i didnt want to interfrere with her and then she grabed my hoodie and tryed to turn me around and i tured around and scream shut the ******** up! and everyone heard me and came out into the halls and then security came and got me and I eventually clamed down but if i ever see that b***h agian im ******** sliting her throat she better hope she someplace everyone can hear her scream and choke on her own blood..No one ******** with me like that..
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