y'know... i lost a lot of friends over a period of severe depression.. but you know what, i cant say i was in the best frame of mind that i even knew what i was doing.. i still apologize.. but, even still, there's so much i dont even remember.. there's someone who i want to talk to more than anything, someone who was my best friend.. and he dropped me like a bad habit.. my reasoning, he didnt want to deal with "my problems". either that, or some of his college friends told him that he didnt need me in his life.. which i could see happening.. but to know that hurt more anything.. and i've tried getting in contact with him, but to know avail...
and maybe i'm dwelling on this too much.. but i want things to be back to the way things were..
the army of three?
HollowedOne · Wed Dec 29, 2004 @ 03:59am · 1 Comments |