Well alot has changed since my last journal entry. I am no longer the owner of the guild. I sadly had to change it over to a good friend and it was changed into Newb Help guild. I also change my name from XxGodess_Of_LustxX to FashionablyReckless. Many question my name change and the simple fact is this. I use to do a lot of sexual role plays and my old name was one of the factors that attracted these men to inbox. I since then went into a relationship and stopped doing sexual Role Plays. I then had my heart broken and was cheated on. His full name is Jonathan Dolan Putkowski. Dorky name huh? So now I regret the name change and I'm feeling incredibly lonely. I still have nightmares and they won't stop. My PTSD is acting up again and I need to get a refill of my antidepressants. My flashbacks are getting worse since the break up and I have no idea how to help them. But there is light at the end of the tunnel. I recently had several crushes and I'm hoping that this latest one will turn into a relationship. But for now, I bid you farewell.
~FashionablyReckless~
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