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Zomg! Tiz my dream avi! :3
Not a large goal. ..
But a goal none the less! :3
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Isn't it kawaii? >3<
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 Angelic Kitten · Sun Jun 03, 2007 @ 11:17pm · 1 Comments |
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x_x...
Today.. Is my first day of school... Right now its... 2:53 am... And.. I have woken up twenty minutes ago.
x_x!!!
gonk !
I can't get my a** back to sleep, and I'm so effing anxious right now.
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Gaaaaah! Kitty-chan wanna sleepy~!
;_;
I hate first day of school insomnia.
*_*
I get it every year! I even told my mom about it yesterday... I told her like a thousand times...
"Tomarrow I'm going to wake up at three in the morning and won't be able to sleep wortha' damnit!"
And just as I said....
I woke up...
Early.
Without getting a wink back to sleep.
._.
*Is Jittery*
Well anywho.. Might as well get ready for school and watch some Foamy videos.
=D
Bai bai for now, Loves!
~Kitty <3
Angelic Kitten · Tue Aug 15, 2006 @ 09:06am · 0 Comments |
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I've been keeping this a secret for a really long time now, and I've been trying my best to hide it.
It all started a few years ago, I started passing out. At least.. Thats what I thought.
Like, I'd be in my room drawing, and then I'll go blank. Next minute, I'd be in another room holding a sissors, yet having nothing to cut. After a few weeks of this happening, my mom then comes out and tells me, "Is something happening at school?"
"No.. Nothing special except for a test."
"No, Not that. Is something bothering you?"
"No.. I'm fine."
"You've been acting really weird lately.. You sure you're alright?"
"Yeah mom.. I'm fine.." I hadn't yet told her of my odd black outs, I was really worried with myself by this time.. But, I didn't want to worry my mom with this, so I kept it to myself.
I then went blank again about a week later, waking up with tears in my eyes, and cuts on my arms. I was so scared, I thought I was going crazy. But still, I kept it to myself. I then wore long sleeve shirts to hide all the cuts, but these attempts didn't stop my mom from noticing the slices on my body. "What happened to you?"
"I don't know. I just.. Hurt myself some how."
"How do you not know?"
The cuts only multiplied.
Since my dad had a night shift in work, we barely saw eachother, so I didn't have to worry about him killing me for "hurting myself." And, my mom knew he'd beat me if I started cutting myself.
The black outs only got worse, I then woke up, having my mom yelling at me, but I had no idea why. And this wasn't the only time something like that happened to me.
Not long after, my mom found me a theripist...
He found a way to talk to... "My other self."
He told me that 'she' wasn't happy with 'us.'
Luckily, this all started to calm down after many classes with my theripist.
I'm now much calmer.. But "My other self" is still with me..
So.. To tell you the truth...
I'm not so sane.
~Kitty Yeah.. I hope you know this post was just a joke.
And possibly a good plot line for a comic. <3
Angelic Kitten · Fri May 19, 2006 @ 06:03am · 4 Comments |
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Yet again my attempts to work on my comic are inturrupted... |
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Everytime I finally get the monavation to work on my comic, my parents send me to bed. What drives me nuts is expecially last night: I was working on my comic, and I was going at a really fast pase too. Then my mom comes into the room and says, "Its getting late.. Go to bed." Its the same crap every time!!
Gaaah!!! Damn you! Let me work on my comic in peace! Even if I have to stay up all night! *Eye twitch* I want to get at least one page finished. x_x
Because of this.. I soon lose interest in working on the comic and I forgot the plot. Thus.. It becomes trash. Yes. Trash. *Head falls on desk. Eye twitch*
End of rant.
*twitch*
Angelic Kitten · Sat Apr 15, 2006 @ 08:38am · 2 Comments |
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...Although love only exsists in my dreams...
...I beg myself to keep up hope...
...The endless torment of being alone...
...Is driving me insane...
...Holding my head...
...Blurring out the screams...
...At first it was my nightmares...
...Now it is my dreams...
Angelic Kitten · Tue Apr 04, 2006 @ 12:54am · 2 Comments |
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...Talk to you for an hour...
....Still unsatisfied...
....My arms around your warm body...
...Still unsatisfied...
...I wave and say hello to you...
...Still unsatisfied...
...I want to say I love you...
...But still unsatisfied...
...I said goodbye and goodnight to you...
...Still unsatisfied...
I would give my throbbing heart to you..
But will you be satisfied?
Angelic Kitten · Sun Feb 26, 2006 @ 04:58am · 3 Comments |
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