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Commonly Asked Questions and my Typical Answers:
1. If someone uses dog shampoo, will they go bald? nope, thats why my hair is so shiny
2. What question did I just ask? the queestion that you just asked me
3. What's the deal with you and Mario? he is the nintendo god, bash him and I'll bash your *&^%ing skull scream
4. What's the point in circumsizing a dude? idk but it really sucks stare ....
5. What do you think of gossip? i think "WTF!!' what is your problem?!
6. How long is your tongue? it can touch my neck and is longer then my middle finger which i shall show you
7. Why are you on Gaia anyways? boredom
8. Views on prejudice? It sucks. You just hate me cause I'm Purteo Rician, huh?
9. Whats things you absolutely stand with no exceptions? Gossip, Busy Work, not practing what ya preach, scrapping any sharp object against a board like object(oh god if u do that I will *&^%ing hurt you scream )
10. Why do humans fear and want to destroy what they don't understand? cause they're ignorant
11. Is it true if you don't use it you lose it? yes
12. Hey can you do your lil dance? that'll be 50 bucks
13. Do you give a damn about :
Hurricane Katerina victims? yeah im one of them
14.tsunami victims? no s**t sherlock
15. 9/11 victims? if the government gave me more information
16. War vicitims? eh
17. What do you like better video games or books? games
18. Are you light or darkness?personality wise; dark
19. Do you get distracted easily? no i don't get distrac.... OMG A SHINY OBJECT!!
20. What do you mean? I don't know
21. Omg can you do your Mairo voice? It'sa me Mario
22. What the hell are you talking about? Your mom
23. "Dee dee dee", do you think that phrase means someone is a retard? hell no, all hail carlos
24. What is the hottest: Gay, bi, or straight? bi
25. Should Capital punishment be allowed? ye
26. What about abortions? mostly no, there are certain exceptions
27. How bout gay marriage? I support it, doesn't mean I'm gay.
28. Do you hate the world? I did
29. When someone says: I love you, what does it mean? idk could be a lame excuse to get sex
30. "Aw that's sweet" what are you saying? nice try loser stare
31. Poets: Hot or not? hot
32. If you could change the color of the sky what color would it be? blood red
33. What did you have for breakfeast this morning? chicken noodel soup
34. Who is you personal lord and Savior? my pen......cil yeah..... totally not my p***s stare
35. Bump or bust? bump
36. Is it true you listen to Backstreet Boys, NSYCN, Ashely Simson, Good Charolette, and Rod Stewart?! DO YOU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH THAT?! scream
37. Why are there still wars? money...or ethinical cleanezings
38. Does America suck? yeap sucks more than michael jackson at a little league baseball game
39. Who is responsible for your issues? what issues are you ******** talking about?! don't make me break you're ******** skull, you worthless piece of s**t!! scream
40. Did you know gullible isn't in the dicitionary? yeah i looked there yesterday and it really wasn't , why don't you check it out
41. What tv shows do you watch? Family Guy, Inuyasha, Simpsons, FMA, Futurama, Ghost in the Shell, Southpark, Sammari Champloo
42. Passion or sex? passion baby wink
43. Favorite song? "I Am But All of Me" Crush 40
44. Actor/actress? Robin Williams
45. What if the Hookey Pokey really was what is all about? then I'd be popular
46. Who is your hero? Super Mario or my Uncle
47. How many words do you mispell? ma'e ken't speel wurth krap
48. What the hell are you? some pissed off cocky teenager
49. Are you St. Tanic? yeah.....sure....think what you want... you ******** psycho
50. Seriously, are you homo? why do u ask, are you interested stare *mutters* ******** f**
Now that you know a lot about me; go %$#@ your mother.....again. End


My project
Ross Martinez January 29, 2006

Persuasive Speech: Make People Think about Love

Hey everyone. Hey who loves the weekends? Kewlies. Who loves pizza? Good. Who loves birthdays? Awesome. Now let's see what love means: love- to want to do what is best for that person. An emotional attachment. Uncontrollable emotions that you would do anything for that person. Who here would die for pizza? Who here would die for the weekend huh? What is wrong with America and love? What has turned us into these grammatik idiots? Do you know what love does to people? Do you know of the pain of love, do you know the heartbreak? Do know of the confusion? Do you know of the black cold despair which consumes your soul?

Love is so misused in today's society. I saw this commercial for a weight loss program and its constantly referred to love; it was in it over 14 times. Does a diet make you wanna die? No. It may be hard, but come on diets aren't the worse thing in the world. Love is. That's right; love can be the worse thing in the world. Love hurts; literally. Love can actually cause physical pain. You're probably thinking, no Rosey that's emotional pain. Well you're half right. A lack of love can cause the combination of physical and emotional pain. You now that ripping feeling in your chest can be defined as physical pain.

A lack of love can cause so many horrible things: depression, turning to homosexuality, dependence on love, murder, jealously, envy, anger, socialpathic behavior, and even suicide. According to http://escapefromdepression.com/depression-theinsight.html A failed love can induce depression. And depression is a leading cause of suicide. And suicide is the 3rd leading cause of teenage deaths in the U.S. today. Yes a lack of love is horrid. 10 out of 10 people have broken out of a relationship or have been broken out of a relationship.

Yes, a lack of love is horrible. I know first hand what a lack of love can do to someone. Let's take as look at the letter I once wrote:

"Love"... such a strong word. Yet it is only four letter. Yes L-O-V-E. Some people may have there own little secret meaning to the four letter. The "L" could stand for life; life is love, if you don't have love then you're really not living. The "O" could stand for obsession. As you give yourself to love, love takes away your heart, body and soul. The "V" could stand for vagary; your entire life will change. Finally, the "E" could stand for everything, once you've obtained this treasure of the soul, you'll have everything you could ever desire. Then there are people who spell it differently. The "L" can stand for lust. It tarnishes the pain and wraps your mind around a string. The "O" could stand for obliterate. Love as completely destroyed your heart leaving no traces of it behind as it shatters into a million pieces. "V" stands for vengeance, that is so rightly deserved upon the mortal whom as caused you so much pain. And the "E" could stand for everything. Everything has been taken away from you and nothing matters. So many people spell it so differently in this dictionary of life. Four little letters that mean so much.....

Between life and death is love. Love keeps us alive. Love is what drives us down the road of life. Oh God, love is the thing you want so desperately. Love is something we spend our entire lives searching for. Love, few find it; even fewer keep it. Love the loving light that passionately envelops our soul. Or it can be a cruel endless darkness which confides us to an eternity of wretched pain, consuming our entire entity until cry out for death. But that blessed savior never comes. It keeps us alive wondering what could have been, and our view of reality becomes distorted. White is black, love is heartbreak, and joy is rejection, and death is life. Joy is something you'll soon forget. You also forget all traces of happiness, as the cold dark emptiness engulfs your body, as you slip into the inner most reaches of insanity, for no one will be your friend. Only you and death; death is your only friend.

Then the world will turn its back on you; they despise you. You're nothing. Your weak, naked, and hungry. But no one will even lift a finger to help you. They laugh at your pain. While you hold you heart to try to stop it from breaking, but all they will do is rip it out, chew it up, spit it out, and shove it back down your throat. They toy and mock you for loving. They don't understand how it feels, and they don't care if they did. You are the only one in this world that feels this pain. Nothing matters anymore. Then you realize your lover is gone. Then the rejection, heartbreak, and agonizing depression is replaced; by malice, contempt, bitterness, and an incomprehensible hate for the world. Let the world feel the bitterness I have is all you'll think. Let them feel my hate, let them be engulfed in the darkness that sweetly took me in as a child you'll scream in pain. Death, blood, chaos shall be brought upon this world in a glorious fire of retribution shall be the thought that begins to take over your mind. Is this what humans call "revenge?? Well is it? Huh?! Tell me!! No answer?!

Typical, humans not knowing there own existence. You don't realize how fickle time is, do you? The grains of time go down the hour glass of life. And they are pull down by the gravity of fate. Thus never returning to the top. You don't understand my metaphor do you? Every second, every minute, every hour, every day, every year....no matter how precious, no matter how dear, no matter how trivial; it will never come back. Once the second is gone it's gone, and it's never coming back. Hold time dear, embrace it, embrace it like I've never been embraced! Hold your arms around it and never let go! You will die, all of you, no matter how important, no matter how cute, no matter how god damn trivial! You shall die and you know what? I don't care. We are all just pawns of a greater plan. Whether being religious or politics, it doesn't matter. You are just a tool by others. Nothing more; nothing less. They always say the morn will come and the darkness shall be gone. I laugh at their sentimentalism. Just as the morn will come and end the darkness, the darkness will come again and end the morn. You disgust me with your stupidity only rivaled by your inability to perceive the truth. You say such happy things like "if you have faith you shall be rewarded." Or "love will always last." Wrong! I bet someone on the plane that crashed until the twin towers had faith the one you call "God" would save them. Well guess what, that person is dead, buried underneath concrete and misguided faith. And you say love always lasts. Oh that's a laugh. The percent of divorce rates has jumped over 40% in the last 3 decades. The only things that are true are: death, taxes, and darkness.

Darkness.....oh darkness, that cruel endless darkness which confides us to an eternity of wretched pain, consuming our entire entity until cry out for death.....holds me like she never could. Darkness is the only love I have; you are my hate. Darkness is what loves me; you despise me. Darkness is who I am; you are who I am not. Darkness rules me; you have no control over me! Darkness is the only sanity I have; you have driven me to the reaches of insanity. Darkness has opened my eyes; you had once blinded me with the blinding light of hope, love, and trust. Darkness has held out its hand, and helped me up from the pain; you caused the pain. Darkness won't leave me; you left. Darkness is by my side; you are never by the side. Darkness is my escape from the pain; you are the source of it. Darkness is my savior; you are my ruin. Darkness wants me to be one with it; that's the last thing you want. Darkness protects me from reality; you are my reality. Darkness only wants my love; why can't you want the same?! You don't know me....... but darkness knows me. Darkness is all I have; you are what made me yearn. Darkness is my life; you are my death! My ruin, my demise, my chaos, my agony, my despair, my fury, my rage............... my love, my heart, my soul, my everything......... why....why did you leave me......to want more........ You left......and that's all I know....and all I will ever need to know....now I walk the empty hallways. I hear nothing, not the bell, not the chatter, just the beating of my broken heart. But you don't care do you. Why should you? You never have before. I may not be a prophet. A poet. Hell, I'm an idiot. But there something I do know. Somewhere between life and death there is love......


poems

First off all if you think you can steal my s**t:

Copyright Poetrypoetry.com

2004-2005

All Rights Reserved

BLEAH! razz


Due to many complaints on how morbid i can be, i have decided to make a happy song

It'sa Me Mario song

my name is mario, i am a plumber
i like to watch dumb and dumber
ill kick u soccer balls in super mario strickers
though i am also a doctor

so i know CPR
i'll drive past u in my car
you know who we are
thats right i'll serve you in DDR
Mario is the superstar
try to kick my @$$, and ill take out my star

I'm having an affair with Birdo in the backroom
I'm triping out on shroom
for goomba's i bring doom
I'm the star in mario: dance dance revolution

I'll kick DK's a**
in super smash
i had an affair with plum but thats in the past
and my cars are really fast

i don't have a sword
i kick bowers tail cause I'm bored
i can snowboard
and i think my wife is a whore

baby mario is actually
the spawn of luigi
and bowser jr is peach's baby
cause peach sleeps around with everybody

and ill pwn you in baseball
I can school u in basketball
and even if i may not be able to save us all
will just give chuck norris a call
while i fix a bathroom stall



Perfection
Her deep blue eyes are that of a boundless sea of beauty
Her radiant blonde hair is the sun as it sets
Her scarlet lips are a rose with sparkling dew

The radiant glow, give me a shield
A shield against the spears of cruelty and swords of hate
She gives me the strength to keep fighting no matter the odds

Her hazel eyes can tame any beast
Her warm touch can melt any cold soul
Her scarlet lips can stop any evil

The warmth she gives keeps me alive
she keeps me from freezing....
In this cold cruel world

I love her with all my heart and soul
My love for her is as infinite as space itself
And I'll love her til eternity ends

She is my light in darkness
She is my salvation, hope, love, and passion
She lights the path of life for me

As long as we are together
that's all that matters in eternity
cause you are my immortal

She is an angel
Perfect in its grace
Divine temptress from heaven

My darling
the only words I really can describe how I feel is merely this:
I LOVE YOU!!!


Dispair
You awaked a part of me
that leaves me in pain
my dark and sinckle side
the side that is insane
you've broken down the walss
and it'll never be the same
hate anger lust revenge blood and death
all a part of my name

you will never know
what you've done
you'll never know
this act cannot be undone
you blood upon a blade
bullet in the gun
fighting for myself
til the war is won

Can you feel the anger
I've stocked for years
Can you feel the sadness
all the hidden tears
can you feel the anguish
can you feel the fear
i am death
agony and dispair
try and see through me
do if you dare

Rebel without a cause
As the world turns
I am left alone
left alone to die
no one would care if i did
whats the point of livnig
when you have no life
when you're only surrounded by death
when there is nothing but empty street
that leave no trials to find
i walk tthis path
for no reason
no life, no hope, no love
i guess im searching for a way to end this pain
but it only hurts more
i an angel with broken wings
not able to fly again
won't let myself love again
I've put up the walls to try to protect myself from the pain
but they just break down
and im left with nothing but rumble
nothing..........
just like me

My vow

This is my vow
The vow I made to you
to let the light shine true
to you and only you I make:
a promise of love
a promise of companionship
a promise of fear
a promise of passion
to hold you dear
and to love you no matter what I?m going threw
to always cherish and love you
this vow
to kempt the flames of passion high
this vow
to love yah even after I die
I'm making this vow
to show I'm bye your side
I'm making this vow
to see what fate holds concide?
This vow is what I promise even after my soul parts
This is my vow:
even after eternity ends, angel, I?ll love you with all my heart

When I will be wed

When that day arrives
my whole life will change
the old me will die
but in retribution
a new me, a warrior, will arise
glorious, triumphant, victorious
I?ll see you with my newly made eyes
And I?ll fall in love all over again
I know that the rest of my life....and more.....will be with you
these rusty chains will be broken
and I?ll be free!!!........
To be locked by the warmth of your scarlet lips
and if madness ever drove me to break these glorious shackles....
I?ll look at stars and see your eyes and it would happen all over again

My shadow

My shadow
where have you gone my old friend
My shadow
hiding til? the bitter end
My shadow
are you beyond the ocean oh so blue
or are you hiding beneath the morning dew

My shadow
I used to hold so dear
My shadow
made of inner darkness and fear

We cling to our shadows
what is left behind
our old heart, soul and mind

Why do we love the darkness of the night
when we can blindly see the darkness of the light

Why do we stay in the past
when life is but a vapor, meaning like waaaaaaay too fast

So why do we cling to our shadows
the cold jagged nails of reality
or is it man?s lack of sanity

My shadow
......ever since I met you, angel, and your glorious light......
Its gone disappeared into the darkness of the night
(other ending:
my shadow....
where have you gone my friend?)

Darkness
moon in the night
the wind hollows
the blood that falls
enter the light
my soul foul
defiance light and love
answer to this call
and I'll show u the greatest of all
u can't see my face
for i stay in the dark
heaven divine grace
or something sinister that lurks?
my final vow to lie
*in my grave*
u say u love me
then i die
u say u love me
then i die
thats all i wanted
to be dead
all i wanted
to rest my head
it was star-crossed on the day i was born
i'm dead u don't care u never mourn
but this shadow in the night is reborn
a slave to the darkness
and enemy of the crone of thrones
u've drove me to insanity
i slit my wrist trying to get out of this reality
you destroyed me from the inside out
and the world sees this beauty
see everyone at this masterpiece u have created?
see god can u see me?
above this hell u have created
how can u be so evil god?
why have u forsaken me
i prayed to u god
i gave my life to u
i cast out demons in ur name
but u take away the one thing that ever mattered
her my angel of darkness
u wonder y i hate u?
i love u
thats why i hate u

My book idea

ever had one of those weeks where the problems just stack up
but then a new problem comes up and it makes those other problems seem like blessings?
George has
but his is a little different then your everyday teenage disaster
All his family and friends are being murdered!
Even worst he's the main suspect
He's always the last one to see them but can't remember what happened
He wakes up to find himself covered in blood
And our hero must find the killer before he's next
but what happens when the girl you love could be behind this?
But even worse when you?re a vessel for the ancient feud of good and evil
the difference between light and shadow...
residing in your body
the balance of humanity on your shoulders
the light and darkness in your soul...
your heart in the hands of another
the search for the killer
finding true love
and saving humanity from eternal darkness
your quest begins
?The Darkness of the Light" coming to a book store near you





evil
I said all you had to do was hold my hand like a little child
dream and sleep all the while
I'm a friend not a fiend
I could make your life heaven
if you only took my hand
I show you all the things I sustain
but a prefect world
there isn?t one
life and death somewhere in betweeb
just merely our desires kept
can't we realize what we have done
were destroying life joy and fun

My ******** life
this is my life
and all you basterds are ruining it
I ask you just leave me the ******** alone


LEAVE ME THE ******** ALONE!!!

I hate the ******** world we live in
nothing but death and sin
but then again
I really don't give a damn

evil has surrounded this god forsaken place
I ******** need my space

with this heart torn to pieces
and my soul no longer ceases

I see men driving their SUVs
with little kids starving in the streets

I'm ******** tired of this s**t
the flame of hate has been lit

with no one left to put it out
?God dammit!? is always been shout
but does anyone care about this s**t?!

So all of you can ******** die
don't except me to cry
I have no mercy and you ask why

cause my soul was forsaken
my life has been broken
and my hearts been taken
but someone who doesn't love me and won?t give it back and
she's cut it up stomped and spit on it then shoved it down my throat

NO ONE UNDERSTANDS IT!!!
Why has God planned it?!
Cause we're just s**t
******** s**t that never amounts to any god damn thing
you all don't understand me
u ******** don't care
I hate all u goddamn mother &^%$ers!
U won't ******** die
but I can?t kill u
our I just be like u
you?ve killed my hopes dreams and salvation and u just won?t ******** die
******** burn in the fiery inferno of hell you sluty butch
burn! Burn!! BURN!!!!!!


Love or Death
What is love
but one's desire
what is love
but an soul comsumming fire

Love is life
life is love
a stab of the knife?
or something from above

one can kill
love can live
it's up to you
to decide which it will be

to love with all your soul
to love with all your heart
to love with all your strength
........well can you?

Can you feel the tears
of sorrow in your heart
can you taste the bitterness
can you see the despair
can you hear the song of someone's broken dreams
can you smell the blood which drips from the bloody knife

yes love is a powerful thing
that drives men to insanity
or makes them sain
love can give
but it can give pain

if you chose this path
of faith passion and trust
don't look at me
when you see the knife.........and your lust



True beginnings
The envy consums my heart
the darkness consums my soul
bitterness and anguish from the start
death on the whole
destruction panic and choas
twisted in it names
I said i loved you
you couldn't do the same
this is the end
and beginning of the pain
a stab threw my heart
a tear in your name
alone naked and rejected
as my father once was
love......rejected
darkness my cause

Let's sing our ABCs:
A is for the anger in the world
B is for your friends will betray you for a buck
C is for no one cares
D is for death, and despair
E is for everyone you know is gonna die
f is for fate
g is gor genoicde
h is for hate
i is for i hate your guts
j is for judgement
k is for kill
l is for all the lies
m is for maicous
n is for nothing but darkness
o is for opening your damm eyes
p is for your parents don't love you
q is for questioning reality
r is for risking all for nothing
stab you in the back
t is for the tears that you cried
u is for ur nothing
v is for your veiws don't matter
w is for when will you learn
x is for your x will never come back
y is for you are nothing
z is for zzz, im not listening

if I haven't made you sad yet...........I just killed your entire family. End


FAMILY GUY, BITCHES!!!
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