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....welll I guess all I do is disappoint people....I guess ....


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Today I read a journal, I am not going to say whose it is, but what I read in the journal kinda scared me. The person who wrote that journal felt, thought, was, just like me....how? Could she be....no she can't be like me, nobody's like me. I'm afraid to talk to this person about that, but I think I have to....I have to tell her what she is, and what she has to do for the world. .......I am scared to think that somebody else will go through what I went through, taking the pains from other people and keeping all of it as her own, feeling alone, unwanted, lost....fighting for people that she's never met. I hope she knows that I know....and that I am willing to help her go through all of this, all of this pain and loneliness that I've been through, and I hope she can take all of it in at once. I also hope that she understands that she is....a gaurdian.


WOW
I have no clue why I'm....crap I forgot what I was going to say xp , why does this always happen to me crying . Oh yeah I remember. I wanted to wright a poem, here it goes.

Part 1

A little girl once fell in love
she saw perfection, beauty, and comfort.
That little girl was just fourteen
she was beautifull, could've been a beauty queen....but she was in love.

A little girl once fell to love
and hit her head along the way.
She didn't seem to notice the ugly things she said,
her mother, with a broken heart, fell over dead....

A little girl just turned fifteen,
a girl that could have been a beauty queen,
now had a belly, a gift from her lover....

A girl alone walking down the street,
has lost a mother, and a lover.
Now she carries a child....that she never wanted.

A girl, just fifteen has turned into a mother.
No job, no home, no LOVEr....just a girl without a mother.

Part 2

A mother has just turned sixteen,
she's alone in the world without a dream, she could have been a beauty queen....but for love, she turned into a mother.

A mother all alone, 3 jobs, 1 kid, but no true home,
wishes that she had her mother.

A mother, all alone calls out to her mother.
with a gun, one bullet in her head she goes after her mother....now she's dead.

Part 3

A girl/mother/pretty fool, destroyd the lifes of two,
because she feel in love, and had a lover....created a life,

THAT NOW, HAS NO MOTHER.


I have found myself....I think??
Well I don't know why I am wrighting....I guess it's because I have no life....or maybe I just miss Shimby....oh yeah she's my love. heart 3nodding


Day.....um....crap I forgot!!!!
Well I forgot what day it is and why I was wrighting....Chicken!! Oh sorry, I tend to go crazy when I'm alone....alone.... twisted ....I am alone*evil smile* all alone....ok yeah, deffenetly going crazy...*runs out reciting the national anthem backwards*

eek WWWWOOOOOOWWWWW....I'm that crazy. xp


Day 3
Well....I have made a friend, and I'm happy.... confused ....thats wierd.


Day 2
I used to be able to help people but know it seem like....nobody wants help.


Day 1
Wow, my first post....how....oh ok lets see....were should I start, a poem, yes a poem.

Night, alone I sit and wait,
For a love that could take my pain away.
Yes alone I stare out to a dark abyss seeing....seeing
You.

That poem is not my best but hey I tried.


Juno_Kori
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