today was a horrible day at work. i had 4 anxiety attacks because i forgot to take my medication yesterday and today, and my mom who also works here repremanded me like i should be able to control something that a dr. has diagnosed as an ILLNESS. it may not be as serious as cancer, or aids, or skitzophrinia, but you wouldn't yell at those people for being sick would you? i forgot to take my meds because my routine was thrown off and i forgot. big woop. i'm effing human. IT HAPPENS. but to sit there and repremand me for it WHILE i'm having an anxiety attack. jesus christ, sometimes i think my mom is a ******** retard. or atleast heartless at times. she has NO idea how i have suffered with this all my life, why? because she refuses to ask or see, or act like she even ******** cares. ugh. scream
well that made me feel better. stare
zombielove · Fri Mar 31, 2006 @ 09:42pm · 0 Comments |