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Name: Elaine Morrina Birder
Age: 14
Personality: Rather mature and responsible for her age and likes to act like it. A real right brain thinker, she’s not too creative (could care less for imagination) and is on the bossy side. If she feels that she is right about something (which happens a lot) she will go to any length to make you agree with her. Although she has a short fuse, she doesn’t believe in holding grudges. (Unless she feels you really deserve it) A downright tomboy, she could care less about her appearance which-of course- effects the way she looks.
Appearance: Like I said, she’s an absolute tomboy. Though, this doesn’t change the fact that she
Is – in fact - beautiful. She simply hides her looks by dressing in plain clothing. Most girls her age wear skirts, something she is totally against. She is rarely seen in anything more colorful than brown or tan. (Maybe some dark green every now and then.) She especially likes capris and some sturdy boots with a simple shirt. There’s much more to the world than looks, so she feels.
-- As for her actual looks: Pale skin, blonde hair and icy blue eyes. Some would say that’s the ideal combination in a girl, making Elaine feel repulsed.
For less annoyance, her hair is chopped off to her mid neck, naturally straight but a bit messy. (Due to her lack of care towards it.)
-- She’s mid height and skinny, as in: too skinny. Although she’s not uberly tall, she’s gangly in a way and bony.

Okay, so today was the first day of school. Since we have the A/B scedule, I can't tell how I feel overall about this year, and the fact that I have no second period dosn't help. Murf.

Well, I'm going to list the classes I had today and how I feel of them so far. Fun rolleyes


First Period: English 2
One word: awsome
My teacher, Ms. Glenn is really cool. For one, she has a stuffed Monty Python bunny.
I'm friggen serious.
They call him Fluffy.
And of course, every Monty Python fan must like The Princess Bride, right?
And I'm in there with Summer and Brittany. Oh, and Taylor, I haven't been in a class with him since 8th grade. How I've missed him. (And, he now wears his hair in a rather tall mohak. eek )
Plus, Ms. Glenn is pretty big on writing, which is teh total awsomeness. I really think I'm going to like that class.



Second Period: NOTHING scream
I'm supposed to be in dance 2, but it wasn't on my scedule, instead a lovely hole was there to take it's place. Meaning I had to spend an hour just sitting in the cafeteria waiting for them to get to me for a change, they didn't. Meaning next A day I get to sit there again.
Wonderful


Third Period: Theatre Arts 1
Again, awsome.
I nearly died last year without my drama so there was no way I was going to let myself go another year without it.
Another awsome part: I'm in there with Courtney and Kayla.
Talk about sweetness! :'D
This year is going to rock in drama, I can just feel it.


Fourth Period: French 2
RAAAAAAAAWR I WANT FLETCH BAAAAACK!!! stressed scream gonk crying
But nooooo he had to become one of the snobby vice principles and leave us with the french teacher of DOOOM.
Okay, maybe not doom, but I still want Fletch back! This lady punced on us with complicated sentances the moment we walked in. We have homework!
Shouldn't she let us have some time to review what our brains squished out over the summer?! gonk And worse yet, she's actually going to take grades, like real-non-completion grades!!!
Fletch why did you have to go!?!? D:
I already miss his ramblings and random stories of France and the kidnapped knomes with their ransom note and all! emo

So, basically you would think I'd have had a pretty okay day?
But for some reason I felt really bummed by the end of it.
That's just me, I guess.
Well, g'night!

Yaaaarg. For the past three days I've been int his weird depression were I just feel so damn lonely. (and yes I said damn >.> wink
It's just that, after fifteen years of being alone just gets to you after a while, I know I'm just being a drama queen but still. And reading Hot Gimmick all day today dind't really help either. =.= I just pray that this year goes better than last, 9th grade SUCKED, even more than seventh. I felt like such a side kick last year. I was just, 'Jessicas freind' There were so many people who talked to me just because I was her freind, 8th grade was just the same. Some people are okay with that, but I'm not. I just can't help but feel.......I can't even think of the word. xp

Taking a sharp turn: Something that really bugs me is this anti-depression medicine my mom's having me take. I've been taking it since April when I was really in a deep depression and I guess it's helped. But the problem is, now whenever I happen to be in a bad mood mom's like, "Are you sure you took your medicine last night?" It just pisses me off when she says that and I get in even worse mood. Totally Sucks. And when I'm in a good mood she takes the time to point out that it's because of the freaking pills that I'm so happy, like I can't be happy just because I'm happy, it's always the stupid pills that get the credit for the good mood. Just pisses me for some reason. >.<

But a good thing about them is they made me loose some weight, since April I've lost about 20 pounds. But that's not nearly enough. I've tried to loose the rest on my own but it's just never enough. I simply can't do it. That's when I start thinking Why does it have to be this way? It's not like I over eat or anything. *stabs her metabolism* <---is that how it's spelled? >.<
I'm just soooo sick of looking this way, and reading manga all the time dosen't help- all the girls are waaaay to skinny! Dx It's just not fair! *pouts*
*does the I'm so ugly dance* Atleast I have pretty hair......at least I
think it's pretty. All red and soft.
That's the one thing I really like about myself: My red hair. It's always made me feel special and I think everyone deserves something that makes them feel like that. 3nodding
Well, I'm going to go draw I guess....