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Would you care if I was gone?
If I vanished just into thin air

Would you care if I died?
If I killed my self with suicide?

Would You care if I am wounded?
Torn to peices inside?

would you care if I cried?
If I drowned in tears?

Would You care if I was sad?
Becuse my dad is dead?

Would You care if I closed my eyes
and never woke up?

The awners is simple,
you show how much I mean
when you turn you cheek and
close your eyes
you show me the truth
"go die"


The awnser is plain to all these questions... Your awnser is no.

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Rate em. Tell me wich ones you like best.

If I ever PMed you and it eventully led to cyber please discard those PMs. I have not exactly been my self lately *back hands a friend who hacked my account*. I under NO CIRCUMSTANCES will cyber with you got it?

I suppose you want a explaination right? Ok here it is---

Cybering goes agenst everything I hold to be true. It goes agenst the law of chasity(come on figure out what that is), and agenst the morals I have as a Latter Day Saint and a daughter of my Heavenly Father. I refuse to degrate somthing so sacred into something I do just to bring pleasure. I refuse to fall to Satan and become bound by his power.

I am also working in the Young Women's Personal progress book. Take a guess at what vaule I am working in(for those that know what Im talking about). Yea thats right INTEGRITY. All the values come with a scripture. The scripture for integrity is this:

Till I die I will not remove mine integrity from me.(Job 27:5)

Iv had my integrity stripped away from me; now I am gaining it back and will not let it be taken again.


for those who are LDS heres another scripture(it can be found on the back of the personal progress book)

Stand Ye in holy places, and be not moved untill the day of the Lord come(D&c 87:8 )


Im striving to live up to both those scriptures and cybering does not meet those standerds.



So If you like my standerds GREAT, if not fine bite me. Ok?


So theres my explaination as to why This account(notice I didnt say ME, cuse it was my friend) has stoped cybering. Are we on the same wave length? Good.

I have that Image framed and siting in my room. I love it. Theres a song that reminds me of what it says

walk today
Along the path of life
No more a child
Protected from the strife.
Now I must face whatever foes may come
And fight with strength until the battle's won.
I tremble in fear
The task is far too great.
On every side
The tempter lies in wait.
What can I do? I plead to Him above
And hear Him speak these gentle words of love:

Learn of me and listen to my words
Walk in the meekness of my light
And I shall give you peace
My love will never cease
For I am Jesus Christ.

When I was yet
A child so clean and pure
I doubted not
And knew God's love was sure.
I knew He lived through every bird and tree
By breath and leaf were witnesses to me.
But now the world
Would fill my mind with doubt.
And so my soul
In search of truth cries out.
How may I know? I plead to Him above
Then I recall these gentle words of love:

Learn of me and listen to my words
Walk in the meeknes of my light
And I shall give you peace
My love will never cease
For I am Jesus Christ.


My life is blessed
To have His sacred word
To feel His love
And know my prayers are heard.
Within my soul, His light has found a place
It leads the way as I recieve His grace.
The peace I feel
My joy in sacred things
Surpasses all
The world could ever bring.
With humble heart I take a valiant stand.
I will obey this gentle sweet command:

Learn of me and listen to my words
Walk in the meeknes of my light
And I shall give you peace
My love will never cease
For I am Jesus Christ.

Learn of me.



I love the picture and the song.

~Naive Angel~The angel that you shall become is a naive angel. You must have the soul of a pure child, because you are innocent and sweet. Shy around people you don't know, you have difficulty in finding the right word to say and get embarrassed easily. You are a bit sensitive, but with your innocence people tend to want to protect you. Even the smallest thing could make you happy.People see you as...Naive and pure.Your element is: Light

Colors: Light pink or other pastels

Wings: bright, seem like they are glowing, soft edges

People see sadness in your eyes. You seem to be hurt deeply. You may be unhappy because you are alone or feel like no one cares about you. Or it may be because something very awful has happened to you. Whatever the cause, you go through each day just waiting for night to come with sweet relief in the form of your dreams. But you may have even lost hope in your dreams. Chin up. Things should get better for you and there is always at least one person who cares about you. Have hope.

My dad is gone, as in dead. My mom called saying the docs thought he was going to die tonight. He was gone by the time I got to the hospital. They held his body so I could say goodbye to him. I walked into the room and you could see he was gone. He was this odd yellowish color and cold to the touch. We will be burying him in Logan Utah. The cementary is really pretty, its where my Grandma is. So theres the tragic news.