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So today I got a call from my da!
WOOT!
He's back in the states, and will be in town to see me on TOMORROW!! I CAN'T WAIT! I HAVEN'T SEEN DA SINCE CHRISTMAS! THIS MIGHT BE BETTER THAN CAKE!
Anyway, we're having lunch after my doctor's appointment at 2. I'll take him to Burritoville. Home of the giant burrito. Num num num. Toasted human hand.
On another note, my mom will be there, which kindof puts a damper on the whole thing, but not really, because things have gotten much better between the two of us since I moved out. Hopefully she's done being bitter. If nto that's fine too, I still got to see my dad, and she'll have so much burrito to worry about she proabably wont talk that much.
They're going to be looking for a house to buy over in Illinois, just across the river from here, so when dad is home in the states, he'll be close, and mom will be close-ish to help wit hwedding decisions and s**t. She's surprisingly gung-ho about the whole "daughter getting married" thing. She even offered to alter the dress for me. ^.^ I've decided to let her do that, since she's the best seamstress I know. She actually taught me alot of cool stuff, and I really appreciate her for the good times, even though she's still really psycho.
Farewell journal, I require poptarts.
 Random NaySayer · Thu Sep 21, 2006 @ 03:25am · 0 Comments |
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So, today is boring...
Yet again, I have absolutely nothing to do. I'm saving for an expansion to my house, so I'm forced to stop lurking and actually post. The thought sickens me. I may live...I may not.
Random NaySayer · Wed Jun 28, 2006 @ 04:50pm · 0 Comments |
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So my mom called me. I haven't spoken to her since I moved in January. She actually had somehting important and happy to share with me! Kindof scares me, as that is one of the signs of the apocolypse.
Anyway, my dad gomes back to the states from Iraq the week after my birthday in August, and will be coming to visit me! blaugh I'm so EXCITED! I haven't seen my dad since last summer! heart
xd Should I buy him beer? But he likes whiskey better...but I like beer, so maybe I'll get both?
Random NaySayer · Wed Jun 28, 2006 @ 03:46am · 0 Comments |
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Been workin hard all day. That's right folks! I have a job. I work for tips only though (That's right, I'm gonna make ya'll guess what I do for a living...you know, just cuz its more fun that way.) I bought my plane ticket to go see my Jeremy the other day, I get to spend the week of Thanksgiving with him, and I'm really excited.
Other than that, I'm saving upfor my last year of school and a car and insurance for said car so that I can, you know, drive places. Doing good so far I think.
Random NaySayer · Thu Oct 20, 2005 @ 02:05am · 1 Comments |
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I'm sad. Jeremy doesn't get off of work until 5, and then, he goes biking with his dad *i think*. I won't be able to call him any time soon. I don't think I'm going ot be online tonight either. I guess I could just finish my letter to him though, but then, it bothers him that he hasn't answered my last couple of letters yet. He's been busy, so I don't mind, but I don't want to make him uncomfortable.
This sucks-ish. I'm hungry, but there's no food in the house. At least nothing that I know how to cook.
I'm annoyed. I just finnished my last book analysis for the year, and now i have to finnish up my French and History. I hate history. I detst history. French isn't so bad though, I can handle French no problem, but I suck terribly at history.
I don't like that my dad, my brother, and many friends of mine are going over to Iraq soon. In fact, I absolutely hate that. We don't even know when dad gets to come back yet.
I'd like to move in with Jeremy. My mom would freak on me though. I really wish I weren't so timid when it comes to my mother. The woman just scares the s**t out of me for some reason, I don't know why, and I don't know what to do. How the hell am I going to tell her? What do I say? I can't just leave all the talking to Jeremy. Damnit, I hate being me sometimes.
Random NaySayer · Wed Aug 31, 2005 @ 10:59pm · 0 Comments |
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I am confused, and slightly scared right now.
Every couple of hours, I find myself thinking "what the hell am I supposed to do?" Ever since I got back home, I've been feeling very girlie...I've actually worn pink, and liked it. It creeps me out alot. I'm not sure what I'm doing here. I probably suck at this whole love thing. I hope I don't annoy Jeremy too much with my always asking about why he loves me and the like. I can't help it. I just don't knwo what to do anymore, and I wish that there were someone here to tell me. I miss being there with him, and I hate that he's so far away. I miss beign able to talk to him, granted, I suck at tryong ot discuss the relationship issues. I suck even more talkign over the phone. I hate talking on the phone. Phones make me very nervous. I don't know why. I'm rambling.
It scares me that I care about him this much, because if anything happened to him, I honestly have no clue what I would do...other than cry. I would definitely cry. I hate cry. I hop ehe never makes me cry, I never want to cry in front of him, because it would make him feel bad, and I don't want ot make him feel bad. I guess I'm just not sure about this whole thing yet.
Random NaySayer · Fri Aug 26, 2005 @ 04:13pm · 1 Comments |
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"And perhaps a not altogther false little story could be written about a man who never visited those most dear to him because it panged him so to say good-by when he had to leave." Christopher Morley
Random NaySayer · Mon Aug 22, 2005 @ 04:09pm · 1 Comments |
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