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As I write this, my mind is rittled with little things which make life more complex than it should be. Love, loss, betrayal and loyalty. Which of these is most true, and which is going to cause a wave of reprecusions I can't control. It seems like while productively, my life is getting more on track, somehow personally I'm losing stability as each day passes. A single thread caught on the thorn of a vengeful vine could unravel the already-tattered tapestry which keeps me together. It would likely be easy to find the traces of why I feel this way if you looked at the lives of those I know. So many who care for me, and so many I hurt in the same notion. I sometimes miss the isolation I once practiced, and at others couldn't imagine myself there without shaking, afraid to be alone. ::he chuckles a bit:: Maybe I should lock myself in my room with a copy of Devil May Cry, and have future games delivered through a slot in my door. ^_~'' What a simple life it'd be.

I'm a bit annoyed at some of the implimentation of the Gaia journals, buuut, it's still a rather fun idea. I suppose I'll introduce myself: I'm Tuyen, known to friends as Jeph. Call me either, I'm prone to respond to both. You'll likely hear a lot of ramblings and nonsensical things from this kitsune, and I'll probably respond to comments made, so feel free to ask questions. And for those of you who have been to the bar, I didn't steal the name, I came up with it to begin with. Kitsura was a theif first. ::he smirks a bit:: Anyway. . . I've little else to say for tonight. I'll play more with this tomorrow.

--Jeph