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When was my last journal entry?Well lots of stuff has happed.Robert has almost gotten me an engagement ring he just needs my finger size and lately we have been considering each other as "fiance"(sp?) so it is nice.I feel happier than usual.Happy yet tired.I haven't been getting enough sleep lately.Ive been busy doing school and house work.I havent been looking so well either.I have a grudge against several people now.My Dad,My step mom, Brandon, and a couple other people.I have my reasons why.Im proud of myself because I got my report card and I gto good grades in every thing but Biology and Im working on that.Im taking Credit Recovery classes to bring my grade up.Im trying to do better in my classes and Im determined to do well this semester.But yeah that is probably what has been going on these days.

I have only had my game for a day and a half and already MY LITTLE SISTER LOSES IT!!!!I am so pissed that I am forcing her to stop what ever she is doing and look for it until it is found.I am so ******** pissed that she lost it."It was in my DS when I went to bed but now it's gone I dont know what happened to it.It's impossible that it dissapeared." she keeps telling me that but it is a load of s**t and she had it last and she better find it before I choke a b***h.I threatened to strangle her with my own head phones if she doesnt find it soon.

Ok so my cousin has been staying with us cause she is sick of her annoying mom and Im getting so tired of her.She is the loudest b***h EVER.I will just be minding my own business on the computer or in my room and she will appear and will talk so loud on her stupid phone or just screaming and ******** with our dogs making them bark and run around.She wont shut up and when I tell her to be quiet she just gets louder.Im going to kill her.When I lock the door she some how busts it open screaming with the dogs chasing her.I want her to go away I need my space again.In fact I think I may go visit my Grandparents later by myself just to get away from the people Im around all the time.My mom is never around my uncle complains about stuff when he himself does nothing but has the excuse "I work." but he only works for like...6 hours?My cousin is a screaming maniac who wont shut up and go away and my Grandma just complains about every little thing that is wrong with the house and makes me wash the dishes 20 times in a freaking row.So I need time away before I die.

Im sitting here extremely nervous....Im getting my hair straightened by my step mom.Good-bye my curly hair I loved you...to a degree...This is my birthday present from my Dad and Melissa and Im kinda in pain from the pulling of hair and the combing.So Im online to distract myself for a little while.We got me a lil make up too and later we are going to get me a hair cut but I need to look in the magazines to find a good style.I hope I look good.Wish me luck everybody.

Later...
Totally didnt work.Expensive chemicals, experianced step mom,3 hours of work came up with wavey/curly hair...TwT Not as curly but still curly...