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I am getting married in 5 days. I will be Mrs Duane Austin...its going to be trange but an awesome thing. I can not wait. my only problem is that hes only going to be here three days afterwards and he leaves for basic and ait for 4 months but hey atleast ill get him forever
in the meantime i can keep busy by planning a reception. i am so anxious and so stressed at the same time.

So, im trying to get used to getting around this place, it's getting a little bit easier as i play around. Anyway there are so many things that are going on in my head right now. My boy is joining the army, and im glad that he's doing it, it's just that i have so many things to think about. First is getting married, which we are doing before he heads to basic, but then theres planning a wedding and not sure whether i want to tell people i am already married or keep it a secret. I'm happy im getting married, i can't wait to get married i love this man with everything. Its the unknown i guess that i am afriad of; what's going to happen, where are we going to end up, and missing all my family and friends while im in starnge places. I know i can handle it, its just weird, i always thought i was going to live here close to my family forever and now im not, im going to see new things and meet new people. Im excited and anxious. But then what if he doesn't get in, what are we going to do? i think that im worrying for nothing but i can't help it. All i know is that i can't wait to be able to be with the man that i love.