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I've got a crush on a pretty pistol.
She tells me I'm a pretty bullet.

kay yes i am happy, the reasoning? i scared someone! and in the funnest kinky(maybe not so much of that whatever you can decide) way of all!
first i have to explain what happened yesterday
in english we had human growth and development and these two wanna be emo gurls were sitting in front of me, it just happened that my finger was bleeding and they just happened to turn around so the seen the blood. One of them was like omg karissa thats so disgusting!!!!! the other just kinda looked at me like i was really ******** up, then asked me to make it bleed again. im like what the ********!? anyways if you didnt know i love to scare people so that incedent was funn but what happened today was even funner ^-^
okay at lunch my love was sittin next to me and i started chewing on my finger and my friend was like omg karissa dont make your finger bleed again so just to get under her skin i did and i leaned in my martin and asked him if we should scare them and he didnt really answer so i pushed blood out of my finger and held it up to him and asked him if he wanted it so he took my finger and put it in his mouth and sucked off all the blood and i was all like squeeeeee just not out loud and yeah the first time he did it like 1 or 2 of my friends seen then the second time i got teh wanna be emos attention and was like what see somthing really disgusting then had him do it again and then like all but 2 of my friends see and they were like whys every one saying ewww? so we did it again... plus it was just funn to do lol

Kay i drew this for my art teacher cause he wanted to see one of my drawings colored with my prisma colored pencils (yay!! theyre the bomb!!)
anyways it says (incase yo ucant read it)
ive opened my eyes
to relize
i live in a nightmare called
reality
you can patronize
but never disguise
your raging brutatilty
^.^ comment please ^.^

Kay since the art arena isnt working im gunna post my art in here for now XD this is of me n me lover... yes ive posted it on my page and his ^.^ anwyas i still love it to death

"why did you die!?" i cried out
as i watched my Gaurdian Angel fly

"please dont leave me alone!" i screamed
bathing me in the light he shone

"i cant live without you!" i mourned
surely id die too

"My heart you now, tear!" i hollered
This would be a great cross to bare

"I really do need you here!." i dropped to my knees,
the future i did fear

"Please, please dont leave me..." i whispered out of breath

"I need you, i need you... God dont take him away!"
i cried... i knew he couldnt stay

" i love you ... i love you so much..."
Now here i lie waiting to die... out of touch....