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I serioulsy totally forgot i had this thing .... People have been requesting that i post other pictures of myself in here ... I might .. but not yet .. .maybe when i have more time .. who know. Anyways .. just saying hi .... Xp

So today wasn't really a bad day. I just have a really bad headache. So for those of you who don't know .. I moved out of my parents house last tuesday and have been living on my own ... in a house with 3 otehr people now. Its prety different. I'm in the midst of getting everything striaghtened up .. and i really need to buy laundry detergent.... * le sigh* ..... rawr ... but anyways ... I think amanda and i have been doing okay .. I've been kinda short with her lately ... just cause .. I've been really tired .. or .. she yelling in my ear .. at her brother while we're on the phone while i have a headache ..... oh the pain ... and it really does get annoying... sorry amanda ... but its like you when i breathe into the phone ... But yeah .. I'm gunna head to home now and get some more sleep before work ....* le sigh*

meh i just feel like rambling. I went to a party last night with my friend Mia, and i had lotsa fun, but i would have rather of gone with Amanda. They were all about me drinking the "Vampire" Merlot, but i had to drive home. But it kinda sucked cause most of the people they're were older and stupily drunk, and then there were the younger boys, so we tried to play bullshit, but between me and her, just didn' t work, then we played battle ship in the dark, and we just decided to tie when we both had one ship left meh then we decided to go downstairs and play the harrypotter trivia game with one of the boys. I won , neither of them had read the books. meh

okay so heres whats going on with bath and body works. They told me that they want to give me the position of stock room manager for the x-mas season. and i would get a dollar raise. I was like ... OK!!!! so yeah they still haven't said for sure on anything but .. i htought that was pretty cool. I went to Six Flags Elitch Gardens yesterday with my sister Beckie and some of her friends. It was fun, and my and beck took pictures and looking at the pictures... i figured out how much i realy hate the way i look. I mean ... i absolutely hate the way i look. With a passion. And then i was with my sisters friends. and amanda went out with her friends yesterday too. But i have to tag along with people. I don't have my own friends. I have no time for my own friends and i don't know where to start meeting anyone. I mean. This absolutely sucks. And the whole self esteem issue thing always starts and then it ends up becoming a big thing and almost breaking up me and amanda, i mean its happened before, and it sucks, but it hasn't happened in awhile. I mean, even the tinest little things gwt to me right now. Even when she reassures me that nothing is going on with her and this ******** lil b***h who wants nothing more than to be a guy, I get upset when i hear her going to hang with "him." SO asks me how my day is and where i went. If i ask her the same thing, even before the "Andrew" issue came up, she only told me a few time that she was hanging out with "him." And then i find "his" livejournal and its Amanda this and Amanda that and "oh its a dream come true that amanda is in my bedroom" type crap? Am i not allowed to be upset over that cause it pisses me off so bad. And the fact that she leaves out whenever she with "him" with a few exceptions. what do you think? wouldn;t you be upset?

So I worked at Bath and Body Works the other night. 8 hours doing an almanac. How the hell did that happen? you say? Weeeeelllll The supervisor was horribly organized, and didn't do anything herself except walk around and talk on the phone. It pissed me off so much. And i wasn't gunna say anything to anyone cause i didn't know if they would say anything. So when we left at 2:30 me and the 2 other girls with me ust started going off about how terrible she was. I mean OMG. She got paid for over 8 hours for doing absolutely nothing. *screams* OMg she pissed me off so much. Anyways. I got a call and went into for an interview at Gamestop and i really hope they call me back today. And i got another job at a different place and so I'm telling DEB that i got a way better paying job. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee