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I did this back in 05, I wanna see how much has changed between 14 year old Brooke and 21 year old Brooke. Old answers will be crossed out.
For starters, Smoke?:: Weed(from pip) and shisha from my hookah. Hells no
Do drugs?:: Little drank, little trees, little ecstasy. I drink a little red wine now and then
Have a partner?:: Yes. Nah
Sleep with stuffed animal?:: I sleep with my girlfriend. Odin 2, The Point and the sore throat virus ^^
Live in the moment?:: I try to, but tend to find myself unsuccessful. It's good to know I used to. Oh yes
Think you'll get married?:: One day in a foreign country or if they ever legalize gay marriage here. Har pro'lly not, but you never know
Have a dream that keeps coming back?:: Not that I can recall, so no. the one where zombies over take the town where I live
Play an instrument?:: I used to. Sometimes I still pick up my flute. Trying to sing more.Flute, piccolo, and piano
Believe there is life on other planets?:: We can't be alone, it doesn't make sense (Ima keep that one).
Remember your first love?:: I could never forget her. Also she lives with me lol. I would need a first love to do that
Still love him/her?:: Yes, quite thoroughly. see above
Read the newpaper?:: Not enough at all. yuppers
Have gay/lesbian friends?:: I know a number of queers including myself. yup yup; bi, gay, lesbean
Believe in miracles?:: The fact that I'm not a work is pretty miraculous. sometimes. I appear to have performed a couple
Believe its possible to remain faithful forever?:: Of course. if you really love someone, yes
Consider yourself tolerant of others?:: Not really. I tend to find humans disgusting, selfish, and dim. Depends on the time of month(yes)
Like the taste of alcohol?:: Depends on the kind of booze, but usually. depends on my mood and what it's in
Favecandy?:: Cup cakes is candy. chooocoolaate
Believe in astrology?:: HAHAHAHA no. mmyup
Believe in magic?:: I believe in voodoo. what kind of magic?
Believe in God?:: I believe in the light, the spark, the something that breathed life into us and is now deeply disappointed. (F you sara!!) I am God damnit!
Pray?:: Yes. in a sense
Moving on:
Have any secrets?:: Everyone has secrets. Jenny knows all of my secrets though. oh yes and I'll never tell
Any pets?:: One pit bull, Frankenstein, a trash cat named Icarus, a dumbo, socially awkward male rat named Edgar, a pair of female rats named Wishbone(hussy) and Obsidian Blackbird McNight, a betta named Admiral Zebra and a 10 gallon aggressive freshwater aquarium, and a 20 gallon communtiy brackish-freshwater aquarium. any pets you ask? heh *deep breath* one dog;Odin, one cat; Isis, two allegator lizards; Godzilla and Renegade, 8 rats; Muinaru, Ryou, Tenchi, Nezumi, Sarru, Dekita, Yuki, and Shuichi, 2 betas Sushi and Acota, a brother; rolls, and 2 alter egos; Psag and Vampburger
Talk to strangers who IM you?:: I don't IM any more, but I don't take kindly to strangers who text me. nope
Wear hats?:: No, a hat would crush my mohawk. oh yes. I wear The Hat.
Hate yourself?:: Quite regularly. There are some permeating regrets I have yet to over come. not really. Sometimes I dislike myself though
Wish you were someone else?:: Wish I could redo the last 5 years, so I guess I wish I was you, 15 year old Brooke. Never
Have an obsession?:: Trying to live in the moment, making sex feel good. Learning about dogs. rats, making Spoot uncomfortable, rats, things that are shiney, british accents, Hiro from Gravitation, rats, happy noodle boy, rats......um...rats
Collect anything?:: I collect everything. I'm a collector. I have dolls, caterpillars, orchids(and other flora), scars, nail polish, incense. rats, people, obscure drawings to plaster to my walls, wine corks, freckles
Have a best friend?:: Jenny Crofton and Caylynn Harrison. I refuse to choose. I spend the most time with Spoot offline and Ange online
Wish on stars?:: Sometimes. mm-hmm ^^v
Like your handwriting?:: Yes. It is loopy and filled with flourishes. I need to cultivate neater handwriting for comicing though. it looks like boy handwriting, but I like it
Any bad habits?:: Popping pimples, picking my cuticles, not eating, procrastinating. procrastinating, becoming angsty at the wrong time, biting my nails
Care about looks?:: I am as vain as I allow, I do my hair, I gloss my eyes(lol lady gaga) I used expensive face wash and perfume. my looks? sometimes
Believe in witches?:: Wicca is a made up religion from the 70's younger me. Yes I do. wiccans
Satan?:: I believe people create their own hell, demons and satans. har mebbie
Ghosts?: biggrin efinitely (gonna keep that one and fix the spelling)
First thing you think of:
I see:: Lush wrappers my comp
I need:: SEX some pudding and one of my rats
I find:: flaws in everything chillins are atracted to me
I want:: breakfast lovin'
I wish:: that rape didn't exist for more wishes
I love:: Jenny, Frankie, drawing, singing, baths filled with Lush stuff, cooking, gourmet food, Klinz, spending money. my friends and my rats
I hate:: Ryan Duperrault. Even typing his name makes me gag.the chigger and my dad (and chillins)
I miss:: My relative innocence, my body's ability to feel pleasure, singing all the time. uhh...kef I guess
I fear:: Losing what I have, going insane again, falling out of love. love, the posibility or non-exsistence and thunder and lighting storms
I hear:: The aquarium filters, Frankie breathing. Losing my Religeon by REM
I smell:: Incense, the woody smell of my apartment. the Ode and some unnamed night flower
I crave:: Calmness and clarity. Also pudding. some paints and a canvas
I search:: For the emollient knowledge that will help me heal from my past, the ability to live in the moment, and the strength to forgive myself and the world. for the answers to my questions
I wonder:: about everything (Ima keep that one too)
I regret:: lots of things (Ditto)
I cried:: Last night a long time ago
Bought something:: A bart ticket to Walnut Creek last night a looooooooooooooong time ago
Danced:: The other night with Jen lats night with tabi
Were sarcastic::I'm still blessedly, fairly sarcastic. all the time
Talked to an Ex:: A glorious year and a half ago I would need one
Had a nightmare:: My first night in my appartment I had nightmares. Ghosts. a while ago...can't remember. It had to do with zombies
Last book you read:: Drawing Blood The Catcher in the Rye The Silver Kiss
Last thing you had to drink:: Milk with soggy rice crispies floating in it. Tea
Feeling this moment:: Lazy, in need of a toke to make me wanna clean, hungry, longing for my love. anxious, excited, a little hungry and a little off
 sporky_walton · Thu Oct 20, 2011 @ 08:56pm · 0 Comments |
